My husband and his mother saw spirits all their lives. I have never heard or saw anything. I lost my husband 4 months and 1 day ago and have been depressed almost to the point of suicide. I have prayed, fasted, gone to a native american sweat lodge, tried to have out of body experiences---anything--everything to just have one tiny shred of hope that he is out there and will wait for me. There is no describing the love between us of 24 years... He lived for me and I lived for him. I am lost and the answers I get from searching the internet about what happens when you die (just sleep and know nothing of what's going on in the physical world) has only made me more confused. What can I do?
Why can some people hear and see spirits and people like me can't? He promised he would contact me if he could when he died.