[PinkRoses36]

When I was 17, I played with the quiji board, at first with others,then alone. Now I'm wondering if that's the cause of all the paranormal stuff going on with me.
I've been pushed up against the wall while laying on the bed alone. I've been brushed up against my backside when no one was even there. I had a football come flying across the room towards me... off the top of computer desk, my boyfriend was sitting on the bed wit me when this happened.
I've heard voices in my ear, sometimes I can make them out what they're saying, sometimes I can't... sometimes I hear moans or growls in my ear... I get ringing in them at times... or all of a sudden a headache will come on for no reason.
I get a heavy feelinng and sometimes I feel I can't move for a few minutes, like I'm frozen... and then I'm fine.
I have a shelf make a knocking sound when I enter the kitchen at times... like someone punched it... no one there.
A lot of weird stuff.. and most of it only happens to me... no one else... likethe physical stuff and the words in my ear... and stuff. I know I'm not crazy though, cause like the shadowy figures I've seen move around the room, my boyfriend has seen too.
I have seen full bodied black shadows though, broad daylight too, window and curtain shut, moved across the room till it got right up to me and I gasped , then it went away.
I have a feeling that might have been my mom though, she died when I was 3, it resembled her in a way, the outline of the hair. It hasn't showed itself like that since, so I feel she's trying not to scare me. Like maybe that was her who laid on the bed beside me when no one was on the bed but me, I felt a body lay down and a head press on the pillow where my elbow rested, I was wide awake watching TV so I wasn't like in a tired or sleep phase. I've felt a hand on mine one night I was on the bed alone, and it felt as if someone put their hand on mine in a way of saying it'll be all right. I was typing the stuff that has happened to me, the paranormal stuff... when that happened. But the freaky stuff.. like being pushed or brushed up against... or the growling or moaning in my ear, that's NOT her, she woudn't be scaring me.

So what's going on?. is it true that when you call out for a spirit from the quiji board and you play alone and don't close by saying goodbye... that it can haunt you.

Let me add, I got addicted to it. My boyfriend, who is now my ex husband, is the one who gave it to me and my foster sisters to play, but when I got hooked, he broke the board, I hid the triangle thing and drew up my own... it worked when I played alone, so I know no one else moved it... then he broke the triangel when he found out, and I cried so much. It hurt me that he had done that to me.

Was I possessed? Am I being haunted by that ghost now?

It was weird too, cause I was pregnant with my daughter at the time, and I had hoped and hoped every night, I would say, before going to sleep, please let it be a girl.. please give me a girl. She came out a girl. I know, that could just be coincidence, but all the other stuff is unexplainable.

Please help me to know what is going on... your opinion would greatly be appreciated.
Thank you.

[rosemcs]

It sounds like you get fun from the thrill. Stay away from the board. Why do you want to chance messing with the unknown when you have witnessed supernatural phenomena? There is nothing better than a peaceful mind in life and that should be your goal. It is becoming an addiction, that obviously has possible danger.

Many times if you start thinking or watching shows about spirits, you start to bring those thoughts to your subconcious mind more than you want. Most likely, if you stop playing the game, stay away from scary movies and books, and give it a little time, you will not feel this way anymore. Concentrate on lighter movies and healthy activities and you will be able to live a more fulfilling life. Leave the spirits alone and then hope they will leave you alone.