Why is my mom so mean to me?
Asked Feb 11, 2012, 09:11 AM
I used to be at an average weight , and still slim . My mother told me I was beginning to look fat... And continuously made comment here and there... The comments kept getting ruder and ruder . Finally I couldn't handle it anymore so I went on a diet . I used to be 49 kilos which is about 110 pounds at 163 cm . I'm fourteen . I lost 3 kilograms . I stopped dieting but I was always scared to gain weight.. So I lost some more and was 44 kg .
In the summer my parents were going through something and I kept on losing weight till I was 38 kilos which is like 85 pounds maybe ? Then she told me my body was ugly . So I gained some weight and am now 44 kg . 98 pounds.. She's telling me I'm fat now . She's never been at home always at work and when I do see her she's just bringing me down .
Today I ate a lot of chocolate in front of her since she told me I was fat to show it in her face , then I went to the bathroom and tried to vomit . I couldn't bring myself to do it . What can I do ? I feel so depressed...
Last edited by talaniman; Jan 26, 2013 at 08:35 PM.