I have a severe social anxiety disorder, I can't even step outside my front door. I spend day and night alone and fed up most the time I curl up and just cry or I just sit there wishing I was dead. I can't use phones because I'm too scared the closest I get to talking to someone is through email. I have no friends I never have had a friend. I am with a mental health team but everything they've tried just ends up failing and I know its mainly my fault because I'm too scared to try mainly because I don't want to end up getting hurt. All I want right now is someone to talk to I just want someone to be there for me because right now I have no one, I'm so alone.