I've been really depressed recently. Things just keep getting worse and worse. I moved out to Long Island on my own for the first time with my best friend from HS, but things didn't work out and I moved back with my mom. My brother who had been living here took my old room, and my bed. Since I was gone, my other brother moved in, and now I have NO where to even sleep..

I really like being alone, and now I find myself sleeping in an airbed in the livingroom.. I have no space.. This is a two bedroom apartment, and the only ones that are supposed to be here are my mother and I!
Recently, some lady that my mom knows came from another country, and now everything is even more crowded.

I hate being here.. I don't have any privacy.. I don't have my own space.. I don't even have a desk for my computer. I don't have a chair to sit on.. I'm just here..

On top of that, I don't feel like I'm doing anything with my life. I can't decide what I want to do, and I'm already 21. I graduated HS when I was 17 and I was in school ever since.. Changing from school to school.. major to major..

I feel like I just wake up to do that same thing everyday, and I'm so tired of it all.
I wish it would just end.