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I love my husband, but I don't.
Hey everyone, hopefully you can help me. Any ways I am 24, my husband is 6 months older, and I don't now what to do. We have been married for almost a year, been together for 4 years.we have 2 kids together and I am pregnant with the third one. We have been through a whole bunch through out our relationship, such as him getting into a car accident, our youngest daughter going through 2 heart surgeries, our oldest not really being his, being kicked out of our place etc. I love him very much, but I do not feel anything for him, he is a wonderful guy, but throughout the years he became distant than I became even for distant, and just kept getting worse, we were at the point where we were fighting so bad that we were abusive to each other. We try working things out but he brings up the past and keeps proving that I do not actually love him, I won't go the extra mile for him and he will go the whole way. I try changing and it is never good enough he starts fights over stupid stuff and expects me not to have attitude about it. I just feel controlled and trapped. I just feel if I am hurting him the way I am why should I stay, but he keeps saying he needs me in his life. I don't know what to do.. The feelings are not there any more please help!
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