I'm married for 2 months. After having long affair I marry him.when we were having affair that time also he cheated with me with his ex. I forgave him that time.. recently I have found that he is using lots of id but when I asked him he said he forgot the password. I know he is cheating with me. I don't know how to deal with this. I always try to give him my best. Love him lot. I guess I don't deserve this. I can't share this with anyone.I know if I want I can cheat with him but I really don't thing this is an good idea. I don't know why god is giving me this punishment.can you give me some idea?