I am 23 and have been married for 3 1/2 years. My husband is a wonderful man and we have a beautiful baby. The only problem is me. I am still in love with my ex boyfriend. My ex and I were together off and on for over 2 years. He was always there for me and loved me very much but I was young and stupid and took him for granted. I married my hubby because I was afraid to lose another man that cared about me but I knew at the time that I still loved my ex. I dream about him almost every night and I think about him all the time. I miss him so much it is painful. Whenever I see him (not often, maybe once a year) my breath catches and I feel sick because I can't have him. I have no idea if he even thinks about me anymore. I really hope not. I have never told my husband or anyone this before. It is becoming an obsession. I just need help!