I am going to uni and have lost the drive and enthusiasm to continue with it... Im not sure its going to be worth the struggle.. juggling family, work and full time study... Im suppose to be doing several essays (over the school holidays)... I can't keep up with the work load... demanding husband and 4 kids (one who has a disability), work is tiring. How do I get my spirit back?

Well first there is a limit, have you considered part time college instead of full time.

What us hubby doing to help, is he doing more to help with the kids than coming home and watching TV

Part time might be the go... it will take a llooonngg time then.
Husband likes to tinker with cars in his shed most of the time. We don't watch TV much.