Okay so I've been considering being put into care for a few years now.
So a few months back my mum and Dad found out I was self-harming and that I'd started smoking. They wasn't to happy, my dad was happy to support me and listen to what I had to say. But after being taken to hospital for it, I told the doctors all what had happened and how I felt, they wanted to run tests. The phyciactric doctor analyzed me and told me my mental state wasn't very stable and I was unwell and had possible mental illness. So I started seeing a phychologist. But my mum told be I was lying about everything and how if there was something wrong with me, she didn't want anything to do with me and she didn't love me and I was mental freak.
So that hurt, she out a stop to my counseling, now I have to deal with this on my own.
Then the other day she didn't like the way I dressed and told me, I was a freak and I was mad and how I was a weirdo and how she couldn't love me and how I should just be nromal like my sister and why am I so weird and crazy. Again that really hurt. She's also been constantly arguing with my dad and she's even been physically hitting him, chucking things at him, I really just can't live with her anymore, she's making me feel so low and upset and I just don't want to feel down again, I just want to be happy really.
Please help me.
Much apreciated.