I am 18. I had a boxer since I was in kindergarten. Of course he has gotten very old and got put down just about 12 hours ago. I normally don't believe much in god. I try to but I just don't know what to believe. However every time I lose a pet or someone close to me I suddently become more faithful doing all I can praying they come back. I just wish that he could just come back as a ghost or something so I could spend one more time with him. But I know that could never happen. I miss him so much. I want to be with him so bad. He's my whole childhood. I don't know what to do