My soulmate my life my smile was taken from me feb 23 after 3 weeks in intensive care . He waited for me I got goodbye but it doesn't make it easier. He was 45 he would have been 46 4 days after he died . People say times a healer but at the moment I find every day gets harder and lonlier still...

I am on felony probation for theft.I have completed 26 months of a five year probation.My brother passed away, I drank and got a dui 45 days ago. My po does not know about the arrest because it was in a small county.Will she find out? Are first violations usually treated less harshly?