I'm still not over my ex and I can't be his friend
Asked Aug 1, 2011, 11:46 PM
I miss my ex boyfriend. We broke up 6 months ago and for a majority of the break up, I felt like I was over him. Or maybe I told myself so that I could feel better I'm not quite sure... either way, I'm right back where I was. And no I'm not lonely and just want company, I really miss him. I can't get him out of my mind. No one makes me feel the way he made me feel and that worst part is I can't tell him how I feel because he has a girlfriend which happens to be my ex best friend. I lost my best friend when they decided to go out. I told her how it made me feel and all she could say was you knew I liked him. I clearly had no clue or I wouldn't have gone out with him in the first place, and funnier thing is she introduced us to another and told us we should date. I was only with him for 3-4 months but I never felt happier. We didn't cheat on each other and he broke up with him because his life was out of control and way too much for him to handle... (lame excuse I know) but even when he broke up with me, he asked me if he asked me back out what would I say. Me being to upset at the moment to even answer said I don't know. I know how cliché and stupid I sound, but I can't help it. I loved every little thing we did together and I wish we didn't break up the way we did. I had so many things left unsaid and I just can't believe I'll never have another chance with him; even if the ex best friend and him break up I just couldn't be able to be with him. But I miss him, and I can't be friends with him. I just don't know what to do anymore. Thoughts?