I feel like God wants me to be single for the rest of my life.

I have tried the whole internet dating thing, complete waste of time, all the girls on there are extremely pick and what not. I am shy. I don't really approach women and Im fine with that cause most of the time it back fires. I am kind of talking to a female right now, but I kind of have the feeling she isn't into me like I am into her, if that makes any sense. I have also been in two serious relationships, both went to dumps. And I don't know, I just feel like I am meant to be single and just focuse on my career and being the best at what I do

Oh and by the way, Happy 4th