So I've been with my boyfriend for about 6 months officially now, but we have been basically together for a year. We were dating for a couple months when I didn't know that he had another girlfriend of 2 years. After I found out about this other girl, she also found out, and he told me that he didn't want to hurt anyone so he just cheated on her. Technically cheated on me too because I didn't know. He eventually got rid of her but the thing was they worked together so I didn't know how much trust to give. But one day after we officially got together without her in our lives, he cheated on me again with her. But then she moved away for school. The thing is, now we live together, and don't have the internet or anything I am afraid he is still cheating on me and I have this thought in my mind at all times about her, never anyone else. Im scared of when she comes home he will do it again. What do I do? We fight all the time and I feel that its my fault because I hold these grudges and we might break up. And because I hold these grudges and we fight he may cheat because he's not getting what he wants at home. Should I be thinking like this? Is this wrong of me. What do I do?>:confused:

He loves having the cake and eating it all..!

You did nothing wrong. I just went through this myself and it sucks! I think he is still connected to her somehow (he probably has a secret cell phone or he uses the internet somewhere else). You cannot trust him.. . I know because I just had the same thing happen to me.
You deserve more and so do I! We have to believe in ourselves!