Let me start from the beginning, if you don't mind. I was 15 when I met this guy, and we have been together through thick and thin, ever since. We smoked pot and played guitar together in a band. I really love him and he really loves me. We have had plans about getting married. But he is a jerk sometimes, and I have been talking to this other guy I met on the Internet while playing this online game. This other guy told me that he would treat me nicely and show me a good time, taking me out on a date to a fancy restaurant and staying in a good hotel room.
He lives kind of far away, about 12 hours, so I make his trip worthwhile, right. Well he was saying "I'm gonna come down this weekend." I told him, "No, its that time of month, it should be soon." so he said okay, ill come next week. Next week came around and I still didn't have it. I figured I just calculated wrong, because sometimes I forget what the date of my last period was. So I am waiting, it was supposed to be on the 17th of November, if I am correct, but now it is the @nd of December and still no blood.
Just as I was going to get out of an abusive relationship, I get pregnant. I don't want to be stuck with this guy; my parents hate him, and I sometimes even hate him. He smokes about 20 dollars worth of pot a day, out of my pocket, and he doesn't work. He has a GED and no college degrees. But he is attractive and funny. The other guy on the other hand, has a lot of money.
But see, it comes from a retirement check. He is 57 years old, but he's nice. No one is going to go for me once I am pregnant or with child. I think it would be nice to live with the old fat guy, because he is infatuated with me, and the sex is great, oral-wise. He will accept my kid as his own, without a doubt. And we will be able to live comfortably. But I really love my boyfriend of 3 years. It will break his heart when he finds that I have gone away without a trace.
But that seems like the easiest thing to do. That way, my parents won't know that I have been going behid their back, seeing this guy that had bad-mouthed them in the past. They won't know that I have been having sex. Its better that they don't know. I just want what's easiest and best for my kid.
What should I do? SHould I stay in this messed up town or move to the country? Should I move somewhere with my 21 year old boyfriend, or be secure with old boyfriend?