I have been dating my boyfriend for two years and about 3 weeks ago he died. It was so sudden that I was just in so much shock. I thas finally hit me and I have no idea what to do. This is the worse feeling and I don't know how to make it stop. My dad died a year ago and he was there for me through everything and I feel like I have no one to get through this with. I miss him so much and I just want to bring him back. Any idea how I can help myself from not being so upset and wanting to go out with my friends again