Morgandawn
May 3, 2013, 04:15 AM
My boyfriend and I went out lastnight and had a couple drinks ( not drunk by any means just maybe 2 casual beer)
On the way home we stopped to get food and an argument started over something so insignificant I can't even remember what about.
I'm usually very quiet if we argue but I stood my ground this time and he pulled over and tried to make me get out in the middle is a random street at 2am. When I wouldn't get out he threw all the food I just bought us out the window . He's never got this bad before he then called me a bunch of names and said how he hates me and I'm a waste of space and time and I just wanted him to calm down when we got home so we could talk ( I'm a sensative person fighting isn't my thing) he just kept screaming and telling me to get out of "his bed" "his room" an then proceeded to push me into walls and the floor, when I got up I tried to calm him down and he grabbed me by the throat.so I went on the couch and cried and he came out of the room ad yelled at me for crying.
We live together , he's gone to work now. I love him very much I really do, even though I know this isn't acceptable but I'm too much a forgiving person and I feel to blame.
I have no car, live in a small area with no busses ALL my family lives Across the country and I have no where to go. I don't know what to do.
On the way home we stopped to get food and an argument started over something so insignificant I can't even remember what about.
I'm usually very quiet if we argue but I stood my ground this time and he pulled over and tried to make me get out in the middle is a random street at 2am. When I wouldn't get out he threw all the food I just bought us out the window . He's never got this bad before he then called me a bunch of names and said how he hates me and I'm a waste of space and time and I just wanted him to calm down when we got home so we could talk ( I'm a sensative person fighting isn't my thing) he just kept screaming and telling me to get out of "his bed" "his room" an then proceeded to push me into walls and the floor, when I got up I tried to calm him down and he grabbed me by the throat.so I went on the couch and cried and he came out of the room ad yelled at me for crying.
We live together , he's gone to work now. I love him very much I really do, even though I know this isn't acceptable but I'm too much a forgiving person and I feel to blame.
I have no car, live in a small area with no busses ALL my family lives Across the country and I have no where to go. I don't know what to do.