Hi everyone , I am a 19 year old Asian teenagers .I think perhaps my title have explained everything .

Most people long and hope for normal sexual attraction and activities .However since I was under puberty , I found out my sexual interest is gradually diverted to the fetishism side or more precisely ( leather and latex fetishism) .

I can't get sexually satisfied and attracted unless I fantasize about wearing leather or latex suit .I also can't get interested in normal porn , unless the characters inside are wearing leather chaps , pants or latex catsuit .Worst still , I prefer gay leather sex over other kinds of pornography .It just felt so nice at that moment , but when it comes to the fact that you are abnormal , it weren't that enjoyable , indeed tormenting .Thus , masturbation won't succeed unless there are leather gloves or latex boots .

Recently , I got myself enough money to purchase a set of full shiny leather suit and latex pvc suit form a leather and sex shop .My abnormal fantasies went even higher and I am so attracted to the suits , wearing them for all day long (of course in my room with doors shut and windows close ), masturbated , and watching over the semen flowing down all the way down from my shiny leather pants .I really brought me into another realm .

No one else except me knew this .Few years ago , I went to a psychiatrist alone and explain this whole situation to him , but the psychiatrist didn't even bother to help me , he just kept on prescribing me heavy dosages of anti depressant to suppress my feeling .Luckily , with a doctor's help in website , I finally succeeded in getting rid off those crazy medicines .However the doctor couldn't help me much as he said this way too common in Europe.

I am way to absurd and weird and I desperately need help , can't fetishism can really be cured .I just hope that my sexual interest can be more directed to the normal path rather than shinny kinky rubber leather suits

I just hope that my sexual interest can be more directed to the normal path rather than shinny kinky rubber leather suitsHello s:

People can change. You'll probably need some help. I'd seek counseling.

excon

There's no such thing as "abnormal" unless it harms others, impacts the quality of your life in other areas, limits your interactions with other people, or impedes on the quality of your functioning by becoming an obsession. Since you sound like you've crossed some of these lines for yourself, don't give up on counseling. One bad experience with a psychiatrist doesn't mean that your experiences with all counselors will be the same.

You can then find out what parts of the "fetish" are so locked into your mind (for example if you are having same sex attractions that you are having trouble coping with and porn/fetishisitic sex is an outlet that makes gay-porn "safe" or controllable to your ego)
- most importantly getting some help will help you form a healthy sense of your sexual self even if you do like leather - it won't control your life :)

Good luck!

At least "leather" is one of the most normal fethish, and having one is almost normal.

And finding a partner that will love leather will be no issue what so ever.

There is no such thing as "normal"

You share the same "fetish as i" however this is not a fetish it is just what we prefer,no worries my friend enjoy your interets and have fun with it, it is better to accept who we are than be misserable being who we are not.

Since people search these, I know this is a older post, but I have something I believe is worth adding.

You went to a sex shop ( clothing store with sexy clothing) guess what, what did they have for sell, yes, the leather clothing. Why did the store have it ? Because lots of people buy it.

One here has Velcro sheets, I have not even tried to figure that out. But they often have Cheer Leader costumes, or maid's since that is often a man's dream.

And why does some porn have it, yep, people want to buy it.

If it is not hurting anyone, and it is what you like, why do you want to make a problem out of it.