sonneto
May 16, 2012, 08:39 AM
Hi everyone , I am a 19 year old Asian teenagers .I think perhaps my title have explained everything .
Most people long and hope for normal sexual attraction and activities .However since I was under puberty , I found out my sexual interest is gradually diverted to the fetishism side or more precisely ( leather and latex fetishism) .
I can't get sexually satisfied and attracted unless I fantasize about wearing leather or latex suit .I also can't get interested in normal porn , unless the characters inside are wearing leather chaps , pants or latex catsuit .Worst still , I prefer gay leather sex over other kinds of pornography .It just felt so nice at that moment , but when it comes to the fact that you are abnormal , it weren't that enjoyable , indeed tormenting .Thus , masturbation won't succeed unless there are leather gloves or latex boots .
Recently , I got myself enough money to purchase a set of full shiny leather suit and latex pvc suit form a leather and sex shop .My abnormal fantasies went even higher and I am so attracted to the suits , wearing them for all day long (of course in my room with doors shut and windows close ), masturbated , and watching over the semen flowing down all the way down from my shiny leather pants .I really brought me into another realm .
No one else except me knew this .Few years ago , I went to a psychiatrist alone and explain this whole situation to him , but the psychiatrist didn't even bother to help me , he just kept on prescribing me heavy dosages of anti depressant to suppress my feeling .Luckily , with a doctor's help in website , I finally succeeded in getting rid off those crazy medicines .However the doctor couldn't help me much as he said this way too common in Europe.
I am way to absurd and weird and I desperately need help , can't fetishism can really be cured .I just hope that my sexual interest can be more directed to the normal path rather than shinny kinky rubber leather suits
Most people long and hope for normal sexual attraction and activities .However since I was under puberty , I found out my sexual interest is gradually diverted to the fetishism side or more precisely ( leather and latex fetishism) .
I can't get sexually satisfied and attracted unless I fantasize about wearing leather or latex suit .I also can't get interested in normal porn , unless the characters inside are wearing leather chaps , pants or latex catsuit .Worst still , I prefer gay leather sex over other kinds of pornography .It just felt so nice at that moment , but when it comes to the fact that you are abnormal , it weren't that enjoyable , indeed tormenting .Thus , masturbation won't succeed unless there are leather gloves or latex boots .
Recently , I got myself enough money to purchase a set of full shiny leather suit and latex pvc suit form a leather and sex shop .My abnormal fantasies went even higher and I am so attracted to the suits , wearing them for all day long (of course in my room with doors shut and windows close ), masturbated , and watching over the semen flowing down all the way down from my shiny leather pants .I really brought me into another realm .
No one else except me knew this .Few years ago , I went to a psychiatrist alone and explain this whole situation to him , but the psychiatrist didn't even bother to help me , he just kept on prescribing me heavy dosages of anti depressant to suppress my feeling .Luckily , with a doctor's help in website , I finally succeeded in getting rid off those crazy medicines .However the doctor couldn't help me much as he said this way too common in Europe.
I am way to absurd and weird and I desperately need help , can't fetishism can really be cured .I just hope that my sexual interest can be more directed to the normal path rather than shinny kinky rubber leather suits