Rhyanna102
Feb 14, 2012, 05:50 AM
I'm 12 years old, almost 13, and I'm In love with a 16 year old, he just turned 16 4 days ago. And I'll be 13 in 2 weeks. There is no sexual contact since we're both in high school. But he is in his last year (year 11) and I'm in my second year.(year 8) our relationship is not like anyone else's, and only my best friends, and his friends know about it.
He's different, he's smaller than the other guys, fun, he's actually quite sensitive, but just the right amount. He never makes me uncomfortable and is beautiful , he has great taste in music and we have so much in common, he's smart and funny and I love it when he talks all nerdy. I don't understand it but I love it. I love his voice and his hair and his perfect features, I love his skin tone , pale white. And I love how I can talk to him about things ( TWILIGHT) and he just enjoys hearing it. He is the most unique guy ever and I never want to lose him.
He is very old school, he's always talking about meeting my parents is important once he leaves. But then what will I do when he goes to college? I really do love him, and I'm very mature for my age, it feels like I've been raising my parents most of the time. I'm an adult now, I have had no teenage years really. Were both not interested in anything like alcohol and drugs and cigarettes like my friends are. I've never got on with people my own age really , and if I had then there's not many of them. I'm not popular and me and him have are own little world where no one else matters, when I'm with him , nothing else matters.
Is that wrong? Should I try to find someone my own age? Because he is the only guy I see. And someone in my year said that it's strange and he will be called a paedophile once he leaves. But he isn't. I really don't know what to do, and we have chemistry between us. He is perfect, not just him , his voice, his name, > deleted for privacy< ! He's not the usual type I go for, but I really don't want to loose him over an age difference. I don't know what to think. I don't know what other people will think.
He's different, he's smaller than the other guys, fun, he's actually quite sensitive, but just the right amount. He never makes me uncomfortable and is beautiful , he has great taste in music and we have so much in common, he's smart and funny and I love it when he talks all nerdy. I don't understand it but I love it. I love his voice and his hair and his perfect features, I love his skin tone , pale white. And I love how I can talk to him about things ( TWILIGHT) and he just enjoys hearing it. He is the most unique guy ever and I never want to lose him.
He is very old school, he's always talking about meeting my parents is important once he leaves. But then what will I do when he goes to college? I really do love him, and I'm very mature for my age, it feels like I've been raising my parents most of the time. I'm an adult now, I have had no teenage years really. Were both not interested in anything like alcohol and drugs and cigarettes like my friends are. I've never got on with people my own age really , and if I had then there's not many of them. I'm not popular and me and him have are own little world where no one else matters, when I'm with him , nothing else matters.
Is that wrong? Should I try to find someone my own age? Because he is the only guy I see. And someone in my year said that it's strange and he will be called a paedophile once he leaves. But he isn't. I really don't know what to do, and we have chemistry between us. He is perfect, not just him , his voice, his name, > deleted for privacy< ! He's not the usual type I go for, but I really don't want to loose him over an age difference. I don't know what to think. I don't know what other people will think.