alexmoran123
Oct 11, 2011, 05:46 PM
Hey my name is Alex and I am 16 my girlfriends name is Michelle we are dating now but I keep on having this feeling that I should break up with her about 4-5 months ago that's when we first got together and we where very much in love but then after 2 months of being in a relationship she had to go to Germany for some camp to learn German and I was sad because she had to go after she left to Germany she was acting really weird I kept on send asking her what's wrong but didn't answer me but after couple days she answered saying " I'm sorry, But I'm too scared to do something stupid, cos were drinking every night... I think we should have a break.. And if you want, we can talk when I get back.. Sorry.." and I told her OK but I am never ever going to trust you again and she said "OK" but after a week on Facebook it said that she was in a relationship with another guy I was so hurt I was going to kill myself that day I drank so much alcohol I couldn't remember what I did that night and then the next day I asked her if she still wanted to be friends she said no I don't need to be friends with you and then she starts saying that her new boyfriend is hot and has 6 packs and crap like that and then said that she never liked my body and because I was fat (I was 97 kg height 170 cm ) that was the last time I talked to her and then I said to myself to stop all the bad stuff I do like drinking and smoking and lose weight and then the next 1-2 months I started gym and diet and didn't smoke or drink and I lost so much weight ( 22kg ) I used my anger to the gym to lose weight and then after 2 months of not seeing my ex I kind of got over her but first day of school I saw her I didn't talk to her I ignored her but after couple of days I found out that she wanted to get back with me so badly and that she said that I lost so much weight I looked thin and then my feeling started to come back fast and then we talked and we got back together and after 3 weeks I broke up with her because of the past (because she left me for another guy ) and the next day I herd that she cut her self so I went to check on her and she did cut her self I told her to not do stupid thing again and then I was about to leave she started crying (I was so cute ) I turned around and hugged her I felt bad for her I got back with her because I never saw a person love me that much but after 2-3 weeks ( now ) I still love her but I feel like I want to break up with her because she made me suffer so much when she left to Germany.
So should I break up with her ?
Thanks so much for reading
So should I break up with her ?
Thanks so much for reading