sweetnsourxx
Oct 8, 2006, 12:19 AM
I'm 16 years old and my boyfriend and I have been together for 1 year. Everything was good until 3 months ago. Our arguments became more intense. No yelling or anything like that, just more frequent disagreements.
About a month ago my boyfriend told me he wanted to take a temporary break but that we would get back together. He said everything was getting to be too stressful. We were starting school, heavy load of classes, lots of problems at home, it just became too much for him. My advice to him was not what he wanted to hear, he felt that I just didn't get it. We have a few classes together and even a Saturday class. We still talk during our "break" but not like we used to. When he sees me, his facial expression changes and I feel like I just cause him more stress.
Today, a mutual friend of ours told me that my boyfriend told him that he was planning on making our break permanent. He said that my boyfriend was planning on doing this gradually. He was going to not talk to me so much so it wouldn't hurt me. A couple of friends have told me that my boyfriend has said that I make things too complicated and that I'm not worth the trouble.
I feel like I could have been a better girlfriend by not adding to his stress. I admit that I was difficult sometimes and even dramatic at times. I haven't been able to talk to him because I don't know what to say. I want him to be a man and say what he needs to say, but he's afraid to hurt me. I also want to admit my feelings of regret to him. As strong as I thought I was I cried every night since the break, and now, I can't stop thinking about this and how this was all my fault. I want to resolve this but don't know how.
Help?
About a month ago my boyfriend told me he wanted to take a temporary break but that we would get back together. He said everything was getting to be too stressful. We were starting school, heavy load of classes, lots of problems at home, it just became too much for him. My advice to him was not what he wanted to hear, he felt that I just didn't get it. We have a few classes together and even a Saturday class. We still talk during our "break" but not like we used to. When he sees me, his facial expression changes and I feel like I just cause him more stress.
Today, a mutual friend of ours told me that my boyfriend told him that he was planning on making our break permanent. He said that my boyfriend was planning on doing this gradually. He was going to not talk to me so much so it wouldn't hurt me. A couple of friends have told me that my boyfriend has said that I make things too complicated and that I'm not worth the trouble.
I feel like I could have been a better girlfriend by not adding to his stress. I admit that I was difficult sometimes and even dramatic at times. I haven't been able to talk to him because I don't know what to say. I want him to be a man and say what he needs to say, but he's afraid to hurt me. I also want to admit my feelings of regret to him. As strong as I thought I was I cried every night since the break, and now, I can't stop thinking about this and how this was all my fault. I want to resolve this but don't know how.
Help?