greg b
Aug 20, 2008, 02:01 PM
I am still in my relationship nearly 9 month now. I feel as though she is the one for me, she s perfect, not just my girlfriend she's my best friend. This is hard for me because I know I am not the one for her. I think about this because she never sounds positive about the future. I think she maybe knows this and uses it to her advantage, Sometimes it is annoying as we will go through a stage where we see a lot of each other just as it gets good and then I won't see her agen until four days later because she puts is off till the. Its like she pushes me away. When I think about it in the time I have been seeing her I have been more unhappy than happy. Mostly happy when I am with her. I have thought about ending the relationship but I don't think I want to as I believe she is the love of my life. How should I also deal with this- we have not yet had sex I have asked her and she says she doesn't answer questions Its like I can't talk to her about some things?? I am not in the relationship just for this reason. Because she is the love of my life I am starting to think you know maybe its been a mistake our relationship, I know its not nice to say but I think I've changed as a person while I have been seeing her. I have never felt comfy in our relationship which then makes me worried because I think I would be in pieces if I lost her. I get quite upset sometimes but I just get on with it. I you can help me with all of these issues it is much appreciated.