godssword
Jun 13, 2008, 05:35 PM
8 months ago I fell in love with a girl, we lived for almost 6 months together. Ad time passed we understood we are not made for each other. We're both students. The problem is that this girl is sooooooo selfish, she wants everything for herself.
Although we had this decision to marry, but she doesn't want to accept the fact that she has some responsibiliies and duties before me, like I believe she mustn't dance with other boys or men but she doesn't accept, like she wants to have relations with any men, and as she says just for fun, but I see they are foul mouth, and I feel like exploding when I can't say anything when they talk like this with my girl friend.
I know that I must live alone, and this relation is just waste of time, my time and her time. But I am afraid that what should I do after her? I can't imagine a picture of myself without her.
She doesn't want the other people to know we are together. That's why even she doesn't answer my phone in front of other people, or behaves like she doesn't know me in our social life, but I have to go wherever she wants to go, because if I don't she will blame me for that.
Also She has a totally different manner behaving with girls than boys, in front of boys she tries to show herself like boys, but in front of girls she tries to show herself like a lady.
And know after all, I beg you all to guide me, how can I make my life separated from her, and start a new life. I am scared of losing her, but I know I have to. I don't know how to spend my time not thinking to her if I break up.
Thanks a million
Although we had this decision to marry, but she doesn't want to accept the fact that she has some responsibiliies and duties before me, like I believe she mustn't dance with other boys or men but she doesn't accept, like she wants to have relations with any men, and as she says just for fun, but I see they are foul mouth, and I feel like exploding when I can't say anything when they talk like this with my girl friend.
I know that I must live alone, and this relation is just waste of time, my time and her time. But I am afraid that what should I do after her? I can't imagine a picture of myself without her.
She doesn't want the other people to know we are together. That's why even she doesn't answer my phone in front of other people, or behaves like she doesn't know me in our social life, but I have to go wherever she wants to go, because if I don't she will blame me for that.
Also She has a totally different manner behaving with girls than boys, in front of boys she tries to show herself like boys, but in front of girls she tries to show herself like a lady.
And know after all, I beg you all to guide me, how can I make my life separated from her, and start a new life. I am scared of losing her, but I know I have to. I don't know how to spend my time not thinking to her if I break up.
Thanks a million