I know its bad and as I have just come out of a really bad relationship with the mother of my two children, She was a serial cheat, it disgusts me!
But I was at work about 4 months ago when this beautiful woman walked in and was introduced as a new employee...
Wow I thought to myself!! I tried to catch her eye and managed to get a cheeky little smile in!
Over the next few weeks I started to get a bit more adventurous! Flirting like crazy! I mean complete obviousness!
I was put on her station 8 hours a day for a week!
The first moment I spoke to her I swear you could see my heart jump out of my chest!
I found out she had a boyfriend big time! I left it alone for a few days knowing fully iIwould test the waters again!
Now bear in ind she and her fella are polish and live together!!
She constantly was upset and down hearted when I spoke to her about her relationship!
She is 22 and with a 28 year old.
All these horrible things I heard about how he treats her disgusts me! I believe here to be 100% genuine as she always made the first move!!
Anyway we were getting on like a house on fire!! All the time I was seeing various other girls around work! On the down low!
Then one day my friend rang me and told me it was her last day! I was gutted! It was one of those moments where I knew I would be kicking myself forever if I didn't do something! So I said to my friend give her my number and tell her if she ever splits from her boyfriend get in touch!! (not thinking she will)
About three hours I get a call! Crying down the phone... will I ever see you again?? I can't believe it... I miss you..
So I say yeah OK we can meet! This has been two months now! She is still with her boyfriend, she sends me a hundred messages a day... when ever we can we meet... but I am getting really frustrated wit this whole situation because I love her! Stupid I know but what is love? A big chance! Do you think she is playing me?
We have had sex twice first time with protection next without! I didn't do the deed in her as I am not that stupid! She then tells me she doesn't use any form of contraceptive! Hmmmmm I'm confused! Because if she can take that risk she must be genuine right?

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Ok not to be mean but I seriously couldn't understand mostly what you typed. But what I do understand is you need to slow your role. You are getting too head over hills. What's she really is doing is having an affair so its like she's cheating on you and on her boyfriend. What you think is love is just lust. And I think you need to stay away and break contact from her. Its seems like she's just trouble. Why would you want to have sex with her knowing that she has a boyfriend? It seems like you don't love her an

Sorry continuing-> and she doesn't love you. Cause if she did she wouldn't be cheating on you. And you really need to think from what's right and what's wrong. Its seems like you're an adult. You should know better that at least! Sorry but all of what I'm typing is true. Well to me at least. But anyway goodluck and merry christmas.

Hmmmmm I'm confused! Because if she can take that risk she must be genuine right?


Wrong! Both you cheaters are taking stupid chances. That's all. This ain't love in any shape, or fashion, its all about the booty call. You better be careful.

You are just one of many guys she has affairs with. She played with you by using the little tactic of drawing your sympathy to get you to fall for her. Trust me, she is not going to leave her boyfriend for you. You were not this girls first toy, and you will not be her last.

Nope - this isn't love! She's using you and her boyfriend and will dispose of you at her convenience. If you're smart you'll RUN away from this one and not have any type of contact with her at all.