I had to do the washing today...

Alty, I was just joking ;)

Hi Stringer, and Adam. I'm going now... sadly... :(

Unky out.

Bye everyone, Cya! :)

Yep, been there once.

Only Once? You not big on it?

I'm not really because I worked there for a couple of years but it seems like the only place that my whole family will eat.

Only Once? You not big on it?

I'm not really because I worked there for a couple of years but it seems like the only place that my whole family will eat.

Nothing against it Adam I just haven't gotten back.

What is your idea for Sneeze?

Check your pm message Stringer

You guys are leaving me here all by my lonesome. :(

No, I'm just busy.

I'm trying to figure out a way to keep Sneezy in med school. I appreciate your help Adam. Good ideas, sadly not feasible.

I need to win the lottery.

Six numbers, that's all it will take.

Okay guys, everyone pick a number, I'll play, pray and hope it works. :)

OK,

Here is mine: 13

ok,

Here is mine: 13

Check. Okay, everyone else, pick a number. :)

Ocho! :D

Hmm... if I was 18, I would buy a ticket in the California state lottery too, more chances! ;)

Check. Okay, everyone else, pick a number. :)

22 always 22... :)

Alt, question, how high do the lottery numbers go in Canada? Because different lottos here have different amount of numbers. I would like to know my options please!

Alt, question, how high do the lottery numbers go in Canada? Because different lottos here have different ammount of numbers. I would like to know my options please!

It depends. I think the lotto is at $3 million right now. The thing about Canada, you don't pay tax on lotto winnings, you get it all.

That's cool, but I was talking about the choices.

Like, is it 1-45, is it 1-79, is it 1-150?
Do you pick six numbers, seven, eight?

What number is your choice?

That would be sweet to get it all. They take over half of it here.

This one guy a couple months ago won 232 million and only brought home 88 million but hell I wouldn't complain.

So far you have 13, 8, 22.

What about your number?

That's cool, but I was talking about the choices.

Like, is it 1-45, is it 1-79, is it 1-150?
Do you pick six numbers, seven, eight?

What number is your choice?

It's 6/49. So 6 number ranging from 1 - 49.

My choice is 9. :)

Ooh, okay.

Adam, they DO take more than half, if you choose lump sum. If you get payments, then they only take about 35%. (at least, in my state it is)

Now, the choices are 8, 9, 13, 22.
Two more, and let's try to shoot higher! We need some in the top half of the number bracket!

How about 47 or we should let some people who haven't chosen it choose it.

I have another idea by the way Alty.

Oh and helping, I believe it is the same way here if you get it in one lump sum.

Okay, thought so, but wasnt' sure...
Stupid GOVENATOR, stupid laws.

Ooh, can I hear the other idea?

Well crapo it has been to long since I thought about it and I forgot the other idea.

I remember my idea but first who can make a really good fake ID? In all seriousness?

Why? So this little 17 year old could buy a lotto ticket?! Lol

No idea, :p

Why? So this little 17 year old could buy a lotto ticket?!? lol

No idea, :p

Well, actually no and I am thinking bigger than that. For my own selfishness.

Fake ID? No can do.

Lotto, yup, I can. :)

Well, I would want to get a fake ID so we can have a little fun.

Take a little vacation and some money and spend a weekend in vegas and win us some money to send to Sneezy.

I think it would be a good idea but unfortunately I am not 21 yet.

Big question: How many posts do I have to have before I can access the Super Active (https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/super-active/) board? 1000?

Oops, was I not supposed to mention that out loud where people who can't access it can see?
(because it's not the most well hidden board)

Its not that we don't know that it exists lol. We know it's there. We just can't go there.

And if its 1000, then I am being kept out ;)

Probably because they talk crap about me in there all day

KIDDING! Promise!

... or do you??

Yep, I was just showing off my link! I'll get there when the time is right. :)

Until then, I will just admire my pretty purple link! ;)

Big question: How many posts do I have to have before I can access the Super Active (https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/super-active/) board? 1000?

Oops, was I not supposed to mention that out loud where people who can't access it can see?
(because it's not the most well hidden board)

You're too young HH. You have to be 18 to get in.

In Rand McNally, they were hats on their feet and hamburgers eat people!

In Rand McNally, they were hats on thier feet and hamburgers eat people!

Jennie, it's "wear" and "their". :)

Jennie, it's "wear" and "their". :)

Oh iz it rilly?


Haha-- hey Alt :)

Sarah

Ooh my bad lol.

Altenweg, I can't stop staring at your avi, it keeps taunting me.

Altenweg, I can't stop staring at your avi, it keeps taunting me.

It's the badinkadink, isn't it? :D

Yes it is... it keeps waving... its hypnotic...

Yes it is....it keeps waving...its hypnotic.......

And cute. Don't forget cute. :)

Cal
She's wiggling to try and dislodge that carrot up her Butt... :cool:

And cute :p

Cal
She's wiggling to try and dislodge that carrot up her Butt............:cool:

It's not a carrot!

It's poo! :D

Yes it is....it keeps waving...its hypnotic.......

I've stared at it a few times...

Looked at my watch an it had been 2 hours...

Darn hypnotic badinkadink

Is your dog on acid?

Is your dog on acid?

Yeah, I accidentally left it on the table when I went out.
Silly puppy ate the lot.

Just wondering but that so called "super active board" isn't that just for experts on this site?

Oh and next question, Is Alty's bunny moving or something? My computer may not let me see it that way or maybe it doesn't and I am just crazy.

Your badinkadink isn't dinkadinking in rhythm...

Just wondering but that so called "super active board" isn't that just for experts on this site?

Oh and next question, Is Alty's bunny moving or something? My computer may not let me see it that way or maybe it doesn't and I am just crazy.

My bunny isn't wiggling for you Adam?

That's so sad.

It's shaking it's little tushie back and forth, her little bum cheeks change color while she's shaking and her little arms swing.

It's soooooo cute! :)

Yeah, I accidentally left it on the table when I went out.
Silly puppy ate the lot.

I so read this serious.
Where is your sticky tongue? :p

Hi Justy, Alty, Shazzy! :)

Hey Unky.

Hey Unky.

Update on Sneezy. The poor kid really has it rough. He's taking a rain forest stroll today with some 27 year old hot chick he met. Ya, I feel so bad for him. ;)

He's complaining because it's hot and humid. Really feel so terrible for him.

It's 5 degrees in my neck of the woods, and raining.

Yup, poor Sneezy. NOT! ;)

Aww wow the poor guy. That really sucks!

*sarcasm coming from ALL directions*

Well, he seemed quite excited to be going out on his blog... :confused:

I do understand him well concerning the mosquitoes. I do have those seasons here in Mauritius, and there are two medium plots of "wild" land in front of the house and besides it. I've once seen a hare there! :)

EDIT: Oops, hey Jennie! :)

I so read this serious.
Where is your sticky tongue? :p

Haha... :p

Actually one of my mums friends was making some "special" cookies one day and her mother came over, she panicked and threw it out the window... Where the dogs were!
They ate the lot, poor puppies, and that story is true :D haha

Every year my parents bought Snaps bonnen (sp?) they're liquor filled bean shaped chocolates. More liquor then chocolate. One of those suckers could knock you out.

Anyway, my mom always put them on a fancy plate on the coffee table when guests came over.

One time she forgot to put them away, our little 10 pound poodle ate the lot of them.

He was drunk as a skunk, couldn't even walk up the stairs. Also, the chocolate, not good. He had the "squirts" for a week after that.

Good news, he never went near them again.

Bad news, the squirts occurred on my parents brand new light gray carpet.

He almost died that week, not because of the chocolate, but because of the carpet. ;)

One of my first 'family' cooking experiences.
I made a roast with all the trimmings for the whole family.
We had a ball game for my brother that night, so we left the roast cooling on the table while we ran out to pick him up.
My 12 lb. Lhasapoo ate his own weight in roast. Twelve pounds!
I still don't understand how he did it and where he put it!

One of my first 'family' cooking experiences.
I made a roast with all the trimmings for the whole family.
We had a ball game for my brother that night, so we left the roast cooling on the table while we ran out to pick him up.
My 12 lb. Lhasapoo ate his own weight in roast. Twelve pounds!!
I still don't understand how he did it and where he put it!!

He probably buried some of it in the yard to save for a rainy day. ;)

He almost died that week, not because of the chocolate, but because of the carpet. ;)

I know that story is bad but it made me giggle :D

Wow Justy, that is a fair effort!
I bet he didn't eat again for a week :D

I know that story is bad but it made me giggle :D

I can giggle now.

My parents, it took a while. ;)

Hi jerry :P you didn't see me earlier huh?

Nope because you're using the 'invisible mode'. So, I can't be sure if you're still here or not. :/

Wow Justy, that is a fair effort!
I bet he didn't eat again for a week :D

That dog was SO sick.
He was an indoor dog so I have no clue where he could have hidden any of it, but that plate did not have any pot roast on it.
He was a little dog we never even could figure out how he got to it!
Still loved him, he was a great dog.
The incident did not teach him anything about roast though...
He would still be begging on roast after.

My second dog (and you dog lovers are going to jump me for this one) would beg for food all the time. Well I am a big sushi fan and I finally found the one thing he wouldn't beg for... wasabi! So every meal I would keep wasabi next to me and if he tried begging I would put a wasabi covered chopstick in front of him. It actually made him wimper and hide... I won't even tell you about the day he actually licked it. :D

LMAO! :p

You guys have some funny stories.

No Alty, I still can't see your bunny, well never have I just figured you wanted us to stare at your bunnies a$$ all day.

Poor Sneezy. That does sound horrile. The heat does got to suck though. It is 90 degrees here and very humid.

You ever hear anything about Sneezy's situation?

Sneezy will be going back to the States next Thursday. It's a no go, he talked to the Dean and everything. It's a big mess and they won't budge.

The next flight out is next Thursday so he's treating this like a vacation, then he'll go home, run his gas station and hopefully go back to med school in January.

Justy, check my signature. :)

I had to do it.

Hey Adam! There's a thread about him already, and he's returning home. He'll be going there in January, or so I hear.

Hey Alty, what are people going to think when they'll see that! They'll firstly think of a man, and not her dog, lmao!! :p

Hey Alty, what are people gonna think when they'll see that!? They'll firstly think of a man, and not her dog, lmao!!! :p

I know, that's why I had to post it. It's funny. It'll make people wonder. It sounds dirty but it's not.

Giggle.

I love it! :D

I going now... have a good day all of you! :)

Unky out.

I am glad I had the chance to read that about the dog first. Lol

I guess I missed the page about Sneezy. Anyone have a link?

It is a shame that he wasn't able to keep at it but at least January isn't to far away.

Sneezy runs a gas station? I thought he ran a restaurant? Who is it that runs a restaurant around here?

See you later Unky!

Here you are Adam. I'm really off now. Cya! :)

https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/lounge/good-luck-sneezy-385558.html

I am glad I had the chance to read that about the dog first. Lol

I guess I missed the page about Sneezy. Anyone have a link?

It is a shame that he wasn't able to keep at it but atleast January isn't to far away.

Sneezy runs a gas station? I thought he ran a restaraunt? Who is it that runs a restaraunt around here?

He had a restaurant, had to close it.

He just bought the gas station before a week before he left for med school. His parents are running it but they're having problems, so it probably for the best that he's going back home for a while, get things settled, get the gas station to the point where his parents can run it without him.

One of my first 'family' cooking experiences.
I made a roast with all the trimmings for the whole family.
We had a ball game for my brother that night, so we left the roast cooling on the table while we ran out to pick him up.
My 12 lb. Lhasapoo ate his own weight in roast. Twelve pounds!!
I still don't understand how he did it and where he put it!!

Did you see where I thanked you Justy?

Justy, check my signature. :)

I had to do it.

You continue to make people 'stars'.

Hey Stringer. How are you doing today in this muggy weather?

Hey Stringer. How are you doing today in this muggy weather?

Not so good Adam, exhausted, I was out in the sun most of the day and then had my staff meeting... Started at 9 this morning and I just got back home. It was muggy and 93 degrees...

That definitely does not sound like fun. I am ready for the weekend

That definately does not sound like fun. I am ready for the weekend

It wasn't and I had to put up with my business partner all day... narcissist ba$$t*rd! @~$~#@^%&@*

He had a restaurant, had to close it.

He just bought the gas station before a week before he left for med school. His parents are running it but they're having problems, so it probably for the best that he's going back home for a while, get things settled, get the gas station to the point where his parents can run it without him.

My son called me the 'Station of Gas' :(

Yes, Stringer, I saw that you said thanks, but I think I was confused trying to figure out if you were actually addressing the quote, so in my confusion I never commented. This my favorite Supergirl, she is the one from Smallville.

I love the quote Alty, actually had to strain to remember what I was really talking about.

I thought asking about Shazzy's sticky tongue would have made a wall somewhere. LOL. :p

I like the one I picked better Justy. :)

So, we had some bad floods around here and you know what that means? A lot of stuff got ruined. So you know what that means? People are disposing of this stuff? So you know what that means? I have to work all day tomorrow.

I like the one I picked better Justy. :)

Wow and you didn't like the fact that my twelve year old son told me I was a 'station of gas'??

It was funny, it was.

My daughter: "Where are we going?"
My partner: "We are stopping at the station of gas?"
My daughter: "Don't you mean a gas station?"
My partner: "Nope, today we are going to the station of gas instead"
My daughter: "What is the station of gas?"
My son: "Mommy!"
::insert everyone's laughter in the car, except my own:: :mad:

So, we had some bad floods around here and you know what that means? Alot of stuff got ruined. So you know what that means? People are disposing of this stuff? So you know what that means? I have to work all day tommorrow.

Call in sick or love the OT... :D

Haha. Sorry to laugh at your expense Justy

Call in sick or love the OT... :D

Well, I will be the only one working so I can't call in so I guess I will just love the paycheck come Thursday. I think I will have 13 hours of overtime but it still won't amount to what I used to make so I still complain. Haha

Haha. Sorry to laugh at your expense Justy

What makes the story even funnier is my partner is forced to volunteer as part of his management position, it is something the company does.

Well this year, they are volunteering at the animal shelter.

They nominated my partner to be the 'King of Poo!'

So here you have it, the 'King of Poo!' and the 'Station of Gas'!

Imagine the family functions we have at our house.

What makes the story even funnier is my partner is forced to volunteer as part of his management position, it is something the company does.

Well this year, they are volunteering at the animal shelter.

They nominated my partner to be the 'King of Poo!'

So here you have it, the 'King of Poo!' and the 'Station of Gas'!!

Imagine the family functions we have at our house.

Oh boy

Well, Bye Everyone.

I am out of here. I will be back tomorrow.

Night.

Day.

Evening!

I'm sad... I had to miss my barbecue because I had no one to go with... :(
Now I'm sad...

Evening!

I'm sad... I had to miss my barbecue because I had noone to go with... :(
Now I'm sad....

Did you say BBQ!

I would have gone with you.

Did they have steak?

Seriously, next time ask me, I'll go along.

Did they have potatoes?

Really, call me?

Oooh, corn on the cob!

Sigh.

Ooh, I will take you, I will!
Just wait for my passport to come in so I can drive up there and pick you up!

Hmm... they had steak, tritip, hamburgers, hotdogs, corn (creamed and cob), junk food (chips, cookies, etc.) but not sure about the potatoes.

Yeah, I know... :(

Tritip?

Canadian girl here, I don't know what that is. :(

I would have brought potatoes.

It's not a BBQ without potatoes.

Damn, it's only 10 degrees outside right now but I really want to BBQ.

Ahh, I'm Canadian, I'm going to BBQ! :)

Hehe, alt, is that 10dC, or 10dF?

Well, either way I'm jealous, it's about 90~dF here. (~36dC maybe?)

Celsius.

10 degrees celsius.

It's yucky.

You're at 36!

Not fair!

Canada sucks. :(

Well, I would gladly trade you in a heartbeat if I could Alt. I'm naturally hot (yes, in sex appeal, but I'm talking body temperature) so I need cold temperatures. I'm dying down here!

California sucks. :(

Hi.

Haven't been around. Life is getting busy. Going to be going to school in the fall. I'm excited. Itching really.

Sarah

Hi mud!

Well, that's life. Glad to see you back. I understand the busy-ness, but WE MISS YOU!

Well, I would gladly trade you in a heartbeat if I could Alt. I'm naturally hot (yes, in sex appeal, but I'm talking body temperature) so I need cold temperatures. I'm dying down here!

California sucks. :(

You're in California?

My ex is in California, he works in the LA Museum.

*rubs soothing balm on sarah's itch*

*rubs soothing balm on sarah's itch*

Ahem.

Ahem.

Oh, sorry hon.

There's a camera on the table. Thanks for being a dear.

Was that gold bond KP ;)


Glad to know I'm missed Helpin' ;)

It's been awhile.

OH. New movie review you MUST all see:

THE ORPHAN -- gah the twist is incredible and the suspense is thrilling!

http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:wN5g2x2xTH_wyM:http://image.examiner.com/images/blog/wysiwyg/image/the_orphan_poster.jpg


Sarah

And the picture is scary!

oh, sorry hon.

theres a camera on the table. thanks for being a dear.


Does the camera have a string on it so I can whirl it around my head before I hit you in the arse with it? :D

Does the camera have a string on it so I can whirl it around my head before I hit you in the arse with it? :D

Ah well Alty you can hit him in the arse if you'd like --- I'll just leave the two of you alone ;)

I'm outtie guys wish I could stay longer but I got to sleep :)

EDIT: I joined this jogging group. I meet with them at 4:30am every Saturday and run till the sun comes up -- It's fun!

Sarah

Aww, I'm jealous muddy! I wanted to go see it, but my girlfriend is too scared! :eek:

EDIT: Okay, nighty night.

Ah well Alty you can hit him in the arse if you'd like --- i'll just leave the two of you alone ;)

I'm outtie guys wish I could stay longer but I gotta sleep :)

Sarah

Don't leave. I won't hit him, I promise! :eek:

Forget sleep. You can sleep tomorrow.

Come back!!

Aww, I'm jealous muddy! I wanted to go see it, but my girlfriend is too scared! :eek:

Just like the BBQ, I'll go with you.

Seriously, I need a night out!

Does the camera have a string on it so I can whirl it around my head before I hit you in the arse with it? :D

Does have body armor but pretty please don't break my glass. Would be sad with my 35-200mm VR telescoping lens broken...

Poo

Muddy scooted.

Wish I could but stay up longer but I joined this jogging group. I meet with them at 4:30am every Saturday and run till the sun comes up -- It's fun!

Nighty Night.

Sarah

does have body armor but pretty please dont break my glass. would be sad with my 35-200mm VR telescoping lens broken...

Oh sure, use technical terms, throw the poor brunette off track! ;)

Tell you what, massage my shoulders and I won't hurt your camera.

Sound fair?

Wish I could but stay up longer but I joined this jogging group. I meet with them at 4:30am every Saturday and run till the sun comes up -- It's fun!

Nighty Night.

Sarah

I only run if I'm being chased.

The guy has to have a knife.

Or a gun.

If he doesn't, I'm not running.

Hmm... if you massage my back, I'll take you to the movie and a BBQ! ;)

Hmm... if you massage my back, I'll take you to the movie and a BBQ! ;)

And then the cops will take me to jail because you're 17! :eek:

Don't worry, I'll keep my clothes on! ;)

Just so you know, guys do get tense, even teenage guys. I can't help it if I need a good massage to aleviate some knots.
Okay, maybe I would enjoy it too... :o

Don't worry, I'll keep my clothes on! ;)

Just so you know, guys do get tense, even teenage guys. I can't help it if I need a good massage to aleviate some knots.
Okay, maybe I would enjoy it too... :o

Believe it or not, I do have a bit of experience with teenage guys. Granted, it was years ago. Many, many, many years ago, but, I do remember. :)

You better keep your clothes on kid, you're only 6 years older then my son! :eek:

Ooh, so you you're saying you agree to give me a rub down?
:D ;)

Naah, don't worry, even if I was like most guys, I wouldn't want to ruin it with my girlfriend. She's great! :)

Ooh, so you you're saying you agree to give me a rub down?
:D ;)

Naah, don't worry, even if I was like most guys, I wouldn't want to ruin it with my girlfriend. She's great! :)

I know. This is all in fun.

Why do I feel like a dirty cougar all of a sudden? :(

I'm married. I'm happy. It's all good.

Call me when you're 23. ;)

NM, how are you?

Stringer, keep me company until my son falls asleep.

NM is hopefully resting.

I hope she's resting.

She needs rest.

Hi!

FYI, I've been drinking. :(

Stringer, keep me company until my son falls asleep.

NM is hopefully resting.

I hope she's resting.

She needs rest.

Hi!

FYI, I've been drinking. :(

I can smell it.

I can smell it.

Smell what?

The alcohol?

My desperation?

What? :confused:

Smell what?

The alcohol?

My desperation?

What? :confused:

Ha ha... I am not good enough to smell depression my dear. (Sorry to lower my rep with that).

Ha ha....I am not good enough to smell depression my dear. (Sorry to lower my rep with that).

So it's the alcohol. :(

I'm sad Stringer.

Darn. Alcohol is making me talk.

Shut up Alty!

How are you?

Alty and anyone else, need a good response to my thread:
https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/philosophy/not-political-but-about-what-real-385810.html

I wanted people to see that what solders give up and do for us is appreciated and it is turning into something else I fear...

So it's the alcohol. :(

I'm sad Stringer.

Darn. Alcohol is making me talk.

Shut up Alty!

How are you?

Are you asking me 'your' age? :):D:D

Stringer, remind me to read it tomorrow, I'm in no shape
To read it tonight. ;)

Are you asking me 'your' age? :):D:D

Are you trying to confuse a drunken girl? :confused:

Stringer, remind me to read it tomorrow, I'm in no shape
to read it tonight. ;)

Ok, but it is my second request. That's OK too, it is a little long.

Well have you tried warm milk and a sleeping pill for the kids :):):rolleyes: ?

Are you trying to confuse a drunken girl? :confused:

I have on occasion (and it was before I married) taken a few liberties.

Ok, but it is my second request. That's ok too, it is a little long.

Well have you tried warm milk and a sleeping pill for the kids :):):rolleyes: ?

Sleeping pills? Hmmmmmm. :)

He doesn't like milk. The pills, don't have them.

As for your post, I didn't see the first time you posted it, but I will read it tomorrow,
Promise. Remind me. I'm tipsy.

Stringer, Starby is in a coma.

I probably shouldn't be on here.

I'm not in a good place right now.

Why is life so darn hard?

I should leave. I'm going to regret this.

Love and hugs sweetie.

Going to go warm up some milk. ;)

Go check it now Stringer! :D

Anyway, Alt, only KP can smell desperation, and he uses that to his advantage! ;)
Aww, okay, I'm sure you know what's best... :rolleyes:

Didn't know that about Starb! :eek: Hope she wakes up and gets well soon! What happened?

I have on occasion (and it was before I married) taken a few liberties.

:)

I adore you dear. :)

One thing I know, you would never "take liberties" with me. Not your style. That's why I love you. :)

Even if you were single, you'd be a gentleman.

That's who you are. That's why I adore you. That's my Stringer. :)

Starby knows that we love her and that we would do anything for her that we could. The fact that we keep her in our hearts is a good thing.

A few of us are affected much more, especially those of us that have gone beyond this site and have talked personally and gotten to really know her. We have had several conversations and I feel close to her and I always will.

Go check it now Stringer! :D

Anyway, Alt, only KP can smell desperation, and he uses that to his advantage! ;)
Aww, okay, I'm sure you know what's best... :rolleyes:

Didn't know that about Starb! :eek: Hope she wakes up and gets well soon! What happened?

KP is a sweetie.

KP is a doll.

Take advantage? I don't think so. He's too nice a guy for that.

Starby is dying. That's the reason for the beer tonight.

Really shouldn't be here.

Sorry to bring you all down.

I should leave you all to it.

:)

I adore you dear. :)

One thing I know, you would never "take liberties" with me. Not your style. That's why I love you. :)

Even if you were single, you'd be a gentleman.

That's who you are. That's why I adore you. That's my Stringer. :)

Thanks, but being a nice guy sometimes means finishing second, I haven't so that indicates that I have a 'streak' of naughty too. But I am always aware of what I feel is right and what is wrong and how far to take something. Screw up... yep I have and probably will many times again.

Starby knows that we love her and that we would do anything for her that we could. The fact that we keep her in our hearts is a good thing.

A few of us are affected much more, especially those of us that have gone beyond this site and have talked personally and gotten to really know her. We have had several conversations and I feel close to her and I always will.

I miss her so much Stringer.

I've been thinking about her all day.

I don't know if I can do this again.

I really don't.

Death sucks.

That's really the only way to explain it.

I know that this isn't news, I have been prepared for this, but it's silly, I still had hope. I don't now.

Really, I shouldn't be on line right now.

I'm just not dealing with this very well.

Not at all.

Don't want to burden you all. There's so much going on for everyone else. NM losing her dad. Justy going through all this stuff with her ex. KP and his stuff. I don't like to talk about what's bothering me. I shouldn't be now.

I'm supposed to be the rock, but the rock in crumbling.

I don't like it at all. :(

I'm going to log off guys.

I really don't want to bring you all down.

Please forget this.

Love and hugs. :)

Go check it now Stringer! :D

Anyway, Alt, only KP can smell desperation, and he uses that to his advantage! ;)
Aww, okay, I'm sure you know what's best... :rolleyes:

Didn't know that about Starb! :eek: Hope she wakes up and gets well soon! What happened?

Thank you Helping, much appreciated. :)

I'm going to log off guys.

I really don't want to bring you all down.

Please forget this.

Love and hugs. :)

You are not bringing us down hon, talking about her and how we feel is a good thing in my opinion. And it helps to get it out, you know that sweet.

Come on Alt, we all love you, and are here if you need us.

I'll be the new rock. I've basically been conditioned to death, it doesn't affect me, but that's a story for a different, happier time. Until then, know that we don't blame you for breaking down today. It's natural.

And no problem, you're welcome Stringer! ;)

I miss her so much Stringer.

I've been thinking about her all day.

I don't know if I can do this again.

I really don't.

Death sucks.

That's really the only way to explain it.

I know that this isn't news, I have been prepared for this, but it's silly, I still had hope. I don't now.

Really, I shouldn't be on line right now.

I'm just not dealing with this very well.

Not at all.

Don't want to burden you all. There's so much going on for everyone else. NM losing her dad. Justy going through all this stuff with her ex. KP and his stuff. I don't like to talk about what's bothering me. I shouldn't be now.

I'm supposed to be the rock, but the rock in crumbling.

I don't like it at all. :(

Who said that you were supposed to be the rock? You are strong and that's good but for God's sake hon she is passing and we should talk and help each other... right?

Alty, come back for a few minutes...

I do know it. But it hurts so much.

I didn't mean to let her in, but I did. Heck, I've let all of you in.

I just wish I could talk to her one last time. I miss her voice. I miss her humor. I miss her.

You know me Stringer. I have a really hard time letting people in, I have my reasons, you know them all. It just hurts that I lowered my wall, and now this.

She doesn't deserve this. We don't either.

Darn tears. My life is better because I knew her, but it would be much better if she lived. It's just not possible.

The only bright side, I've gotten to know her Aunt very well. She's just like Starby, but still, she's not Starby. No one is. No one ever will be.

Really sorry guys. I'm in a mood. A sad one.

I shouldn't be talking about this, I'm supposed to be the plucky comic relief. ;)

I'm here.

HH, Stringer, thanks. :)

I am the rock. That's always been my role. When my parents were dying that was what I had to do, had to be. Everyone around me was falling apart, I couldn't, I had to hold the family together, comfort everyone, be the rock.

I broke down, but never in front of anyone. I broke down at home. Did I ever tell you that I almost gave up? I almost died with them. It was too much. Two people that I love more then anything, both dying, 6 months apart. It was just too much. All on my shoulders.

My son kept me alive. He's the reason I'm here.

I just have to wonder, how much pain can one person take? Why? I think I've had enough of it. Why more? I have to wonder, what did I do? Will it ever stop?

Boy, I'm a major downer tonight.

Really, I'm okay. I always am. I'm just, well, not okay too.

I think that you set yourself standards too high hon. I say again that talking about her is a good thing and we will remember her.

One thing that I remember about her is that she could get pi$$ed and let you know it, but it was funny. Too many times she let us take advantage of her in a comic way. But she liked the role that she played on here and I think that we all helped each other have some good fun.

The sad part is like I mentioned once before, it seems that things have changed somewhat over the last few months. There was a closness that was unique.

Aww, I feel loved you let me in. :D

Anyway, people live, people die. Unfortunately, it's a fact of life. However, you know that with everyone we lose, we gain someone too. You have to know that it all works out in the end. :)

Don't worry about the plucky comic relief. Just read your quote wall, and allow your dirty mind to take over if you need to! ;)

*hugs alty* sometimes the rock needs balance, or it will fall over... thats what we are here for hon. I may not know you well yet, but you can always lean on me if you would like. And I KNOW there are so many people on this board that DO know you VERY well and would say the same thing.

You are a strong person but you or anyone can't take it all upon your shoulders, it is too much.

It hurts, I know, me too. But I have to say that given all that she went through and all that has happened to her, she is going to be at peace and we can't be sorry for that part.

I think that you set your self standards too high hon. I say again that talking about her is a good thing and we will remember her.

One thing that I remember about her is that she could get pi$$ed and let you know it, but it was funny. Too many times she let us take advantage of her in a comic way. But she liked the role that she played on here and I think that we all helped each other have some good fun.

The sad part is like I mentioned once before, it seems that things have changed somewhat over the last few months. There was a closness that was unique.

It has changed, another loss. What we had when she was here, we'll never have again.

Our duck. Our little duck.

I swear Stringer, I'm going to get my book published, one way or another, and the duck will live on. That's a promise.

When it happens, you'll get a signed copy. So will everyone that knew and loved her. That too is a promise.

It will happen. I'm determined. :)

Thanks Stringer.

I adore you. I hope you know it. You my dear have also found the way to my hard little heart. :)

I think that we need to have another phone conversation, it has been way too long sweet.

It has changed, another loss. What we had when she was here, we'll never have again.

Our duck. Our little duck.

I swear Stringer, I'm going to get my book published, one way or another, and the duck will live on. That's a promise.

When it happens, you'll get a signed copy. So will everyone that knew and loved her. That too is a promise.

It will happen. I'm determined. :)

Thanks Stringer.

I adore you. I hope you know it. You my dear have also found the way to my hard little heart. :)

Yep and I am looking around in here (your heart) and I have news for you... can you hear me inside here, I'm yelling... this heart is not so hard in here after all... it's kind of mushy.

Stringer, HH, Jennie, thank you all.

Now I remember why I'm here.

Unless you've been a part of a group like this, you'll never understand.

You all mean so much to me, more then I ever thought.

Thanks.

I'm okay, really I am. Just having a bad day.

My mom would say that my teacups were full, needed to empty them. I'll explain that another day. ;)

Right now my son is asleep and I need to have a cuddle with the man I love. I need to lean on him too, otherwise he'd be unemployed. ;)

Love you all.

I'll be back to normal tomorrow. Please forget my breakdown, I don't like to let people see that, so let's pretend it didn't happen, okay?

I'll be back tomorrow, back to my carrot butt bunny self.

Love and hugs.

Alty. :)

Don't worry, you are allowed to break down. It's part of being human, I think...
That's good that you have your son to fall back upon. Everyone could use a crutch.

Don't worry, you're not being a downer, we're trying to be uppers! :)

Hehe, I only talked to Starb once, but she was really nice from what I gathered.

Yep and I am looking around in here (your heart) and I have news for ya...can you hear me inside here, I'm yelling....this heart is not so hard i here afterall...kind of mushy.

I'm mushy? :eek:

Darnit. You know me too well Stringer.

We will talk again soon. I miss your soothing sexy voice, it has been too long dear.

Tonight, not a good night, I'm hiccuping from crying.

Ya, I'm a girl, I cry. Actually, I usually don't.

Once again, my teacups were full.

Stupid teacups. ;)

Stringer, HH, Jennie, thank you all.

Now I remember why I'm here.

Unless you've been a part of a group like this, you'll never understand.

You all mean so much to me, more then I ever thought.

Thanks.

I'm okay, really I am. Just having a bad day.

My mom would say that my teacups were full, needed to empty them. I'll explain that another day. ;)

Right now my son is asleep and I need to have a cuddle with the man I love. I need to lean on him too, otherwise he'd be unemployed. ;)

Love you all.

I'll be back to normal tomorrow. Please forget my breakdown, I don't like to let people see that, so let's pretend it didn't happen, okay?

I'll be back tomorrow, back to my carrot butt bunny self.

Love and hugs.

Alty. :)

What breakdown... "what chyou talkin' 'bout lady?" :)

I'm mushy? :eek:

Darnit. You know me too well Stringer.

We will talk again soon. I miss your soothing sexy voice, it has been too long dear.

Tonight, not a good night, I'm hiccuping from crying.

Ya, I'm a girl, I cry. Actually, I usually don't.

Once again, my teacups were full.

Stupid teacups. ;)

Sleep and hubby will work wonders... I'm calling it a night too. Promised Marta that we would take a long nice walk tomorrow morning early and I am looking forward to that... :):)

Goodnight all, glad it is Saturday tomorrow...

What breakdown..."what chyou talkin' 'bout lady?" :)

What, I missed Alty baking cupcakes and hugging kittens? ;)

You can take as long as you want to be back to normal! Everyone's allowed a breakdown, and none of us blame you for it.

We still have our Alt in one way or another, and we still love you, so just let yourself loose.
What happens in the castle stays in the castle! ;)

Don't worry, you are allowed to break down. It's part of being human, I think...
that's good that you have your son to fall back upon. Everyone could use a crutch.

Don't worry, you're not being a downer, we're trying to be uppers! :)

Hehe, I only talked to Starb once, but she was really nice from what I gathered.

Starby is a sweetie. She is passionate, loving, a great friend.

She can make you laugh, smile. She never missed a call. She never backed down.

She's only 45 and she's dying.

But, all her posts are here. Read them, smile, I do. :)

No matter what, it's all worth it. The pain right now, I wouldn't change it, not if it meant not having her be a part of my life.

I'm honored that she's my friend.

Really, cuddle time. I need a hug, I've got a great guy.

Thanks everyone.

I really am going now.

Love you all.

Good night. :)

You can take as long as you want to be back to normal! Everyone's allowed a breakdown, and none of us blame you for it.

We still have our Alt in one way or another, and we still love you, so just let yourself loose.
What happens in the castle stays in the castle! ;)

And thanks again Helping...

What breakdown..."what chyou talkin' 'bout lady?" :)

Stringer, I'm what Willis was talking about. :p

Really, going now.

Hugs. :)

What, I missed Alty baking cupcakes and hugging kittens? ;)

AND taking food to the homeless from her own money and time!

She's a regular happy helper! ;)

Starby is a sweetie. She is passionate, loving, a great friend.

She can make you laugh, smile. She never missed a call. She never backed down.

She's only 45 and she's dying.

But, all her posts are here. Read them, smile, I do. :)

No matter what, it's all worth it. The pain right now, I wouldn't change it, not if it meant not having her be a part of my life.

I'm honored that she's my friend.

Really, cuddle time. I need a hug, I've got a great guy.

Thanks everyone.

I really am going now.

Love you all.

Good night. :)

Love and warm milk...

Night.

You can take as long as you want to be back to normal! Everyone's allowed a breakdown, and none of us blame you for it.

We still have our Alt in one way or another, and we still love you, so just let yourself loose.
What happens in the castle stays in the castle! ;)

Wait, are we in Vegas? :cool:

Darnit, I keep saying I'm leaving and I'm not.

I'm German, it's ingrained. ;)

Love you all.

Shazzy, I'll send you some cupcakes and kittens. ;)

Night all.

Thanks for being here. :)

What, I missed Alty baking cupcakes and hugging kittens? ;)

Hi / bye Shaz...

Night Stringer.
Night Alt (if you are actually going to bed).

I'm sure you'll be better after a good nights rest, both of you.
Until then, just keep that smile on your face any way you can. If the alcohol is making that happen, then keep it up. You need anything you can get to make you feel better right now. :)

Free booze at my place, I think everyone could use some lately...

None for me, but thanks for the offer! :)

None for me, but thanks for the offer! :)

:eek:

You... you... you... freak :p

Hmm... or maybe I'm just underage! ;)

Hmm... or maybe I'm just underage! ;)

Never stopped me haha

But yes, be a good boy :)

Here, have this mocktail!

Mocktail Recipes (http://cocktails.about.com/od/mocktailmocktail/Mocktail_Recipes.htm)

Ooh shaz, you naughty girl, do you need someone to teach you a lesson about underage drinking?

And, lol, sorry but that source sucks. It looks like they just mixed random non-alcoholic drinks, and named it. I could go to my fridge now, pick three with my eyes closed, and probably make something you could find on that page. :p

Good morning y'all.

Did they change the site or am I crazy?

Ooh shaz, you naughty girl, do you need someone to teach you a lesson about underage drinking?

And, lol, sorry but that source sucks. It looks like they just mixed random non-alcoholic drinks, and named it. I could go to my fridge now, pick three with my eyes closed, and probably make something you could find on that page. :p

Haha yeah... blame my mum or that, she let me have a few with her :o
It was better than sneaking off to parties and drinking though, at least she could limit my intake.

I just googled mocktail and posted the first link that came up :p

Hey Adam!

It changed a week or so ago, don't think it has changed again recently :confused:

Oh, OK I don't know why mine is different then it was yesterday. Like there being these picture things next to the threads and the user online and ofline being in black. It wasn't like that yesterday. There is probably more but I don't know. You seem to be the only person I find on Saturday Mornings this early.

I'm late, did you start the party with out me?

Ok, I have to leave for a bit, back later.

Oh, ok I don't know why mine is different then it was yesterday. Like there being these picture things next to the threads and the user online and ofline being in black. It wasn't like that yesterday. There is probably more but I don't know. You seem to be the only person I find on Saturday Mornings this early.

That's because it's Saturday night silly :P

The user on/offlines are still the same for me :confused: orange or grey

Well it is satuday morning here. Haha.
8:44 am what about your neck of the woods?

It is just white for everyone with a black box around it on my screen.

I can't wait for tonight, Stringer come on over and have some fun. I am having a bon fire.

It's 11:15 pm here ;)

Ooooh bon fire, count me in.
Marshmallows, beer and some idiot (me) throwing cigarette lighters on the fire!

Well it is satuday morning here. Haha.
8:44 am what about your neck of the woods?

it is just white for everyone with a black box around it on my screen.

I can't wait for tonight, Stringer come on over and have some fun. I am having a bon fire.

Sounds fun Adam, wish I could, we have the weekend all planned out; walks, patio party. Tonight... light the fie pit and toast marshmallows... but thank you.

Shaz, you know that I won't continue to let you ignore me don't you... I'll just continue to talk to you even if you don't ever respond... :):)

Sounds fun Adam, wish I could, we have the weekend all planned out; walks, patio party. tonight...light the fie pit and toast marshmallows.....but thank you.

Shaz, you know that I won't continue to let you ignore me don't you....I'll just continue to talk to you even if you don't even respond....:):)

Sorry Stringer, I've been flitting in and out!
I'd never ignore you!

Well it sounds like we all have the same idea.

I planned on having some friends over and making some smores and drinking a bunch of cold ones. I have been craving one since I woke up this morning. Is that bad? Especially since I woke up at 5 this moning.

Well Stringer, I guess we will both be eating marshmellows around the same time so roast one for me.

My head is going to explode!

Alcohol is evil. :(

Morning all.

Ahhhhh! Ouch! Sob.

Are you OK Alty? Have a rough night?

Are you ok Alty? Have a rough night?

Very rough Adam. But fun too.

My poor little head is angry right now.

I have a kids birthday party to go to in 2 hours, just me and Sydney. I don't want to go. I don't feel good. My own fault though.

I should get ready though. At my age it takes a while to get pretty. ;)

Later all.

I'll be back. :)

Very rough Adam. But fun too.

My poor little head is angry right now.

I have a kids birthday party to go to in 2 hours, just me and Sydney. I don't want to go. I don't feel good. My own fault though.

I should get ready though. At my age it takes a while to get pretty. ;)

Later all.

I'll be back. :)

"A while"... 30 seconds.

Yea, sounds about right.

What Stringer said that is.

I get to go home earlier than expected. That makes me happy except I have to go to this cookout that I really don't want to go to because I am expecting a lecture from my girlfriends stepdad and I have a low tolerance for things that I know I don't have to put up with.

Hey Shaz?
Stringer?
Adam?
Alt?

Well, whoever is hanging around this old castle, hello! :)

Hellooooo Helping!

Morning Alty, Adam, Stringer!

Hey Shazzy!

Bon fire? Marshmallows? Are you guys having a party? ;)

Alty, be strong. We all need to be. I know it's difficult, and that's not a reason for calling yourself a downer. :( Cry, if you want, that's natural, and that'll relieve you. *HUGS*

Heeeellloooooooo Shazamataz! :)

Hey unk, you're a little late, I think they are all off, except shaz. :p
It's all good, Alt will see it when she gets back on! She'll appreciate it just the same. :)

Ohh! I forgot HH! Hi Helping! :)

Hi unknown! :cool:

Unky Dunky!
How's it going over there in sunny Beach Town?

Swine flu is in!! :eek: about 4 deaths already!

Btw, is Vauhgn OK now?

Oh no, be careful Unky!

Yes he is fine now thanks :)
He had a pretty nasty chest infection for a while but he had a coarse of antibiotics and now he is all better!

Hehe, swine flu has been an "epidimec" here for a while...
It turns out that it causes so much paranoia that ~98% of cases are nothing more than a cold. :p

Hehe, swine flu has been an "epidimec" here for a while...
it turns out that it causes so much paranoia that ~98% of cases are nothing more than a cold. :p

Yeah there's some nasty colds/flus going around as well, causes a lot of panic.
Doesn't help that it is winter here either :rolleyes:

*Aachoo!*

Ahem, I'm not spreading anything via internet, I promise! :)

Yes, the thing is that there's also the seasonal flu here (winter here), so, you can hardly tell whether one has got the first symptoms of the swine flu. Nearly everyone has got a cold. I do too, but I know it's not the swine flu. I just hope the two 'flus' don't get in me at the same time. That won't be much pretty to see... :(

Are they restricting immunizations over there too Jerry?

Aww... I'm super jealous, it's in the 90s-100s (ferenheit, obviously) here, I HATE summer! :(

My winter is 18-23 degrees Celsius, that makes in the 70s Fahrenheit.

What would I be at right now, 32c?
(I'm trying to learn the metric system, and other more world-wide measurements, but it's hard being raised on USA's system... :()

90 F = 32 C
100 F = 38 C

18 C = 64 F
23 C = 73 F

I know, I have to get my mobile phone with the included converted I customised in there ;)

You're too smart Unky :)

Okay, so I was right. It is only 90 today, so 32. It was 100 yesterday, and I told someone (Alt, I think) 38. See, I'm improving, and I don't even have a special phone-a-majiger-a-what-zit!

Bed time guys, catch you all later.

Take care of yourself Unky!

Have fun with miss-wisdom Helping :p

Ok, bye Shazzy! :) I'm off too. Bye HH (and yes, it was Alty, and you told her 36, good!;))

Ooh, I was close... pretty good for being a stupid American! :p

Night Shaz, laters Unknown! See you all soon, have a good one!

You may be stupid Americans, but I love you all anyway :p

I was looking through my photo albums, found this.

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Guess who that is.

It's you with your first bunny?

It's you with your first bunny?

Me yes, first bunny, no.

I had bunnies all my life.

That was probably my only stuffed bunny though.

I was around 7 in that picture.

So sweet and innocent.

What happened? :(

Ooh, I was wondering why you were holding it funnily.

See you can't be that old, they had colored film! :) Somehow, though, I always imagined you as a child wearing yellow, not blue... :confused:

What happened? You hit puberty, and discovered boys with their icky penises! That's what happened, and you'd never be the same because of it. Too bad too, you were a cutie! Looked like you would never harm a fly!
;):rolleyes::p

Ooh, I was wondering why you were holding it funnily.

See you can't be that old, they had colored film! :) Somehow, though, I always imagined you as a child wearing yellow, not blue... :confused:

What happened? You hit puberty, and discovered boys with their icky penises! That's what happened, and you'd never be the same because of it. Too bad too, you were a cutie! Looked like you would never harm a fly!
;):rolleyes::p

Yellow? I look jaundice in yellow.

My mom made that dress. Actually, she made most of my clothes. I didn't appreciate it back then, but boy do I miss it now.

I was a cutie? What do you mean by that? Past tense?

Mean boy!

You're a mean boy! :(

:: smacking flies, evil flies::

Actually, by that, I mean I still haven't gotten around to the "pictures of our users" thread, so I don't know what everyone looks like... :o

Hmm... if you say so, but it's just what I imagined... I'm weird... :p

Im a mean boy :p I like teasing short girls, its so funny.

Im a mean boy :p I like teasing short girls, its so funny.

I'm 5'11" tall, so no worries. :D

HH, so you don't have to search the pictures thread.

This is me.

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The picture's a few months old.

Whoa!

That picture is huge!

Okay, okay, adjusting. I think.

Nope, can't adjust it. :(

Sorry guys.

Ooh, I didn't know Canadians had brown eyes, I thought they were all green, eh?

Naah, you're fine (;)), your hubby is lucky to have you! ;)

I'll post a pic of me and my girlfriend when I stop being lazy, :p

Ooh, I didn't know Canadians had brown eyes, I thought they were all green, eh?

Naah, you're fine (;)), your hubby is lucky to have you! ;)

I'll post a pic of me and my girlfriend when I stop being lazy, :p

Green?

Why?

Besides, not Canadian, I'm German, I just live in Canada.

Yep, I would like to see it Helping.

Brown eyes are my favourite.

Mine are pale blue, Marta says that they are quite sexy. :D:rolleyes:

There, I fixed it.

Now it's smaller.

I don't mind brown eyes. I always wanted blue, or green, especially because my hair is also brown. Brown, brown, brown. ;)

(Don't take this the wrong way, I am not trying to flirt with you here.)

Well, I don't think you could be as old as you claim, your skin is surprisingly smooth and wrinkle free! :)

(Okay, maybe I was flirting a little. ;))

Brown eyes are my favourite.

And what do I have to do to get my name in your sig?

HH, so you don't have to search the pictures thread.

This is me.

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The pictures a few months old.

YOU have dimples too!! :)

Well... I honestly don't know what color my eyes are...

*looks in mirror*

Okay, they're deep blue, almost hazel.
Don't think I don't know my own eye color though. Well... I don't, but they change color. They go from blue to green to hazel to brown to grey at will, and I can't ever predict it. Four days ago (the last time I looked) they were green-grey! :eek:

(Don't take this the wrong way, I am not trying to flirt with you here.)

Well, I don't think you could be as old as you claim, your skin is suprisingly smooth and wrinkle free! :)

(Okay, maybe I was flirting a little. ;))

Flirt away, I love it. ;)

Everyone says that.

I don't know why, but I actually don't have wrinkles. It drives my friends crazy. I always wear sunblock, I drink lots of water, I live in Canada (10 months of the year there is no sun ;)) that must have something to do with it.

Most people don't believe me when I say I'm 38, but trust me, I am. I have the birth certificate to prove it. Actually, I'll be 39 next month. Gulp.

My mom had really smooth skin too, could be genetic. ;)

I'll be 18 next month... :(

YOU have dimples too!!!! :)

:eek:

::check back::

Whew. I thought I posted a picture of my butt for a minute. ;)

Ya, I have dimples, my daughter comes by it naturally. ;)

I'll be 18 next month... :(

You're a baby.

Really.

You could be my baby! :eek:

Excuse me while I go get my cane and reading glasses. :(

Mom said that the doctor was Italian and she 'pinched' my cheeks when I was born... 'he is so cute' type of pinch... :)

Here's a pic! :)

http://c1.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/82/l_b8c8601c4bd240308a5ca73a91868ab8.jpg

(For those of you who still question my sexuality, I'm the male in the picture!)

EDIT: Better? Yes!

Mom said that the doctor was Italian and she 'pinched' my cheeks when I was born...'he is so cute' type of pinch.....:)

I think the doctor slapped me when I was born. :(

Apparently I was a screamer.

Hee, hee, nothing's changed. ;)

Here's a pic! :)

http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=96837112&albumID=798794&imageID=48328687

(For those of you who still question my sexuality, I'm the male in the picture!)

NO picture Helping?

EDIT::: Oooops there it is...

Here's a pic! :)

http://c1.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/82/l_b8c8601c4bd240308a5ca73a91868ab8.jpg

(For those of you who still question my sexuality, I'm the male in the picture!)

EDIT: Better? Yes!

Am I blind or is there no picture?

I think the doctor slapped me when I was born. :(

Apparently I was a screamer.

Hee, hee, nothing's changed. ;)

Boy! Could I take off with that one... :D

Ah, there it is! :)

You're a cutie.

Is that your girlfriend?

I can't see what color your eyes are in that picture so I'll take your word for it. ;)

Boy! Could I take off with that one.....:D

That's why I said it. To tempt you.

Not going to take the bait dear? ;)