I'm doing alright, I'm not sleeping very well lately though because my mind has been dwelling on this guy. I got an email from my ex and I realized just a few things after I went through it. The foremost of which was that I might not be perfect but he definitely isn't. He blamed things on me to make it easier on himself and that's just not right. I realized he didn't really know me at all and never took the time out to care either so when I emailed him back I said with absolute certainty in my heart that I neither wanted nor needed him in my life, I told him I don't hate him or love him though I did at one point but no more and that I don't particularly care either. He said he could never love me which should probably have hurt but it didn't, it didn't penetrate my heart because my reply was simply that if I can find room in my heart for everyone then the problem isn't mine, it's his.
I think I can keep this new guy in my life as a friend if nothing else, it seems I have always started out as friends with the great guys in my life and somehow we get so close that we each want something more and I'm not saying that will happen this time but I do hope so.
I'm not sure I want to start working again just yet as I want to resolve everything and be absolutely certain that I can start out and be happy about it but I want to know if that's the right way to go about everything?