Hi, I wanted to tell you that you should give her space. She is probably hurting just as much as you are and just doesn't want to show it. You need to learn to control your jealousy. I'm the same way over my husband and he calls me paranoid. It will drive them away. We almost split up cause of it. You can't force anyone to be with you or do what you want. You know that saying, If you really love someone sometimes you just have to let go. I know it hurts but, if it's meant to be, it will happen. Give her space and time. Don't show her that you are hurt. If you act like it doesn't, it will probably get her thinking that she didn't do the right thing. And if it doesn't happen, you will find someone else. It may not seem likely now but, it will happen. Hope everything turns out for you. But, don't starve yourself over this.