Originally Posted by cathystar_
then read it again..it obviously says "what goes through his mind" does he miss me, does he think of me, or was it really that easy to let go a month later a relationship that lasted 4 years....after everything i did for him besides me trying to catch him up i was one hell of a good girlfriend to him..
Then read it again? YOU ended the relationship: "when really im the one who ended it because of what i found out" He's doing what you wanted. He's walked away BECAUSE you ended the relationship.
Apparently you answered your own question - he didn't think you were such a hell of good girlfriend to him. What you think is immaterial.