Originally Posted by
Simone21295
i think im getting really close to having more problems and feeling like the worst person on earth. my summer was horrible and exciting. i got into a lot of trouble without even trying. i was actually trying to have fun and try something new and explore differernt things. i got what i wanted and its not like i thought it would be. im to cought up in feeling bad that i dont even think about going into my inner self and trying to find out why. im at a point where now i dont care anymore. i dont care about much of anything, nothing has value to me. whats the point of living? why am i here? i wouldnt want to kill myself because what if i dont like being dead? i can't change it after that. if i dont like it thats it, i can't go back. its like whatever.