I'm not over him
I was with someone on and off for 3 years, we don't live in the same country now. He broke it off with me, after a while before I had broken it off with him. It was an up and down relationship,and I never felt understood or valued. I dated someone else, which turned into a short fling, which he found out about. When he found out, it had happened about a year before, but I hadn't told him as I was scared what the consequences would be. Any way he broke contact with me, despite every effort I made to try and put things right. It was very traumatic, and I can feel I am starting to heal now. But I really miss him ,and would really like some closure. I do feel like I want him back, but don't want to hold on and keep hoping to hear from him. His career seems to be doing very well, and I am very hurt that he completely dropped me, and focused on that - like it never meant anything. I just need some advice on how to get over this, as it's so painful.
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