Do I have OCD?
Hi,for about a long time now I've been dealing with very intrusive and bad thoughts. Im 13, in the 8th grade and a Christian. I've been dealing with this for about almost a whole year. I went through depression earlier in life but after my doctor apointment I've been better.
This thoughts give me stress daily. I get headache but not daily. My heart beats rapidly and I feel like crying. All of these thoughts have to deal with one subject not many. I haven't told my parents cause I'm terrified of what they'd think since this is a VERY big deal for me. Some of the things about the thoughts I will not be telling you about because I'm so embarresed. I usually count from 10 down or instanly think "STOP" to calm my thoughts down. It works but only a tiny bit.
These thoughts just won't budge and my depression and thoughts about killing myself are all coming back...
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