I'm sorry but I still love you.
July/18/12
To dear friend, it about my story that always remind me in the past till now. My ex boyfriend he totally good guy, I got a true love and I lost him with ma bad situation for a while and now I'm full of regret.
I can't sleep tonight... I wake up at the middle of night and look out side of my window... the rain fall of my window... and my heart was so sad... I can't stop my tear that dropping... my soul my shadow where is it now? After are I lose you in my eyes
Look at me what is that girl ? She not nessa who you love and know before now she begin a fool, and coward girl... she really stupid girl in the world.. you know everything change after I lose you in my end of my time... I swear of god I can't found you a gain, if now you leave from my to your new world but here have only girl who full of royal waiting you back to her no mater what.. she always pray for god day by day want to get you back and she want to she sorry to you...
But this is her day dream... and the less she can't bring you back.. where a u dear ? I really hard to found you am sorry I not mean you wrong... bebe you will understand what am I to do with you some day... coz now too hard to explain you...
The reason why I leave from you because it is my promises with him... I love you but he so pithiness... which on I chose ?
You were the one who come to my heart and you were the one who my first love but sorry bebe I can't love you anymore...
I can not pick up your phone because I stay with him,I can't talk with you because am live with him... bebe, I know I make you hurt and cry am sorry to be the lie, am not the one you need the love.. even now am thinking about you.. even though I don't know where a u ?but my necklace I bought to you am still care of it... the only present that I keep it my own to give to you when I be at usa. I know you got a new girlfriend but I just want to say sorry and please give me a chance to make it up all our past memory in the past.
I don't forget to bring it to you... am sorry I know it too late to apologize with you but just want to let you know... I love you so much... and thanks you for everything you mean to me... ur kind of love, warmness, and royalty for me... am sure I always remember you in my life till I close these eyes... our sun set, jan nessa? If now you forget it but here I am am always keep it to my heart all the time... jared ! I hope you find some one who perfect than me.. who property good than me, smart and beautiful... coz am not your lady a gain... thanks you dear... coz now I lose everything you siad you gone forever more so who I live ? Who that I run to ? Who going to share my dream ? Who wipe my tear ? And who bring me my back smile... I love you good bye.. as long as I had you I always fight my tear, please guy help me what should I do ?
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