Originally Posted by
J1m
I think my mind is messed up or something.... All I want to do is die I write suicide notes to myself constantly. A lot of my life has gone wrong but I don't think that matters though I look forward in life and I just can't see why I would want to live even If I lived in the nices house in the world. I can't imagin a job/ living that would make me happy in anyway I think I hate life altogether and I dont know why
Have you ever read the notes you write to yourself, the suicide notes? What do you write?
What is a successful life to you? Is it living in a nice house, having millions of dollars, not working?
Or, do you think of success as finding someone to love, that loves you back, making a living, even if it's paycheque to paycheque, and living within your means, and not the means of the few lucky people that actually manage to have money to spare?
What is it about life that you hate? Also, how old are you?