[blaat69]

I was dumb and overdid it for myself. I ate either 8 or 10 grams of shrooms and my legs started cramping up. I asked my buddy what was wrong and he told me I could have tooken wrong batch and could die. Immediately I was in complete horror already trippin. Thought that life was a game, and that this was game over. I freaked out, wanting to call 911, and convinced I was dying, I called my mom up and told her to pick me up right away , that I was dying. when I got home I laid in my bed. With my mom sitting beside me trying to calm me down. I was in complete horror, I didn't see anything. When ever I tried to go to sleep it felt like I was sinking into a black hole or something, it felt like I didn't exist, it felt like I was everything, total ego loss, like I was trapped, I wanted to commit suicide to end the trip I could describe it almost equal to the horror of watching your loved ones being brutally murdered. The day after I still thought I was going to die. For about 4 months after that bad experience, I was very paranoid, thinking people were following me, thinking people were out to kill me, thinking that if I figured out meaning of life, the world would disappear , hence me trying to stop my buddy from doing dmt. Was afraid of the number 23, and was scared to sleep. It was hell for me. Now I'm back to normal, occasionaly get the odd, paranoia, but mostly I tend to wake up in extremely good moods, like I had an epiphany or something. And it happens often ill wake up, and do a dance lmao, and just brag to everyone how good I feel and that I feel I could do anything. Could this be linked to something, please give me your thoughts

[Clough]

Hi, blaat69!

The only way that you're going to know for sure from someone, and I hope that it will be a health professional that you will hopefully visit very soon, is to quit putting things that are harmful to you in your body.

Until you stop doing that, and have been clean for a length of time that a health professional will be able to advise you about also, then I'm sure that you'll be able to be professionally evaluated as to what else might be going on in your mind.

Hopefully, others will also be along to address your question.

Thanks!

[Cinnabar]

It just sounds like you had a bad trip and should be more responsible in the future.