Would like to divorce but risk to return back home
I have met my husband on internet. After 6 months of dating we get married. We were living in Africa. After a month of living together, he applied for a job in an international organization in Washington, DC and got it. So he moved to the US. During that time I was working as an accountant in an accounting firm, and at the same time I was preparing to start my master degree but he wanted me to join him as soon as possible to US. I wanted to get my master before joining him but he didn’t stop to make pressure on me. So I give up my study and my job and joined him two months later after he moved to US. We both hold a G4 visa. I used to be very happy while I was single. But since I get married it seems like I have done some bad things and now God is punishing me. We have been married for almost three years but I can’t remember at least once, a happy moment with him. It is impossible to have a peaceful communication together, it always turns to be awful. I suffer a lot but I say myself that I need patience and hoping that one day it will be better. However it is far away to be the case. We have a 16 months old daughter which he loves so much. He does everything for her. He would take days off uniquely to spend time with her, waking up during the night to fix her a bottle of milk etc… I see on him a perfect father but not a good husband. He doesn’t do any effort to make me feel happy about myself. So finally I start to do the same like him. I say myself why not killing myself to give pleasure to someone who doesn’t care about you. So we can stay days without talking or having sex. Then yesterday we were having a casual talk as usual it turns to be an dispute and he told me that he was disappointed about me, all he was looking for a woman doesn’t appear on me. He added that I was the worse woman he has never met. I have never, never imagined that one day I will hear something so nasty. Now my heart is broken all I have in my mind is to divorce. But the other problem is that my status depends on him. I mean that after divorcing, I will have to leave the US, because I’ll lose the G4 visa. I’m still at school and working at the same time because I’m on my own. I’m financially taking care of myself and my family back home. So I have two choices, stay with him and keep going suffering or divorce and it will be very hard for me to find a job back home because I haven’t finished school yet.
What do you guys think about my problem.
There is a chance to get a new visa which will let me finish school and work in US.
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