Am I a nice girlfriend, or am I just trying too hard?
I do so much for my boyfriend, whether they are small things, or huge favors. My feelings for him are very strong and honestly I love him very much. But lately I have been noticing how much I do for that boy and get nothing in return. The things I do for him are simple things whether it be making him breakfast or dinner when he comes over, having his favorite snacks ready when we have movie nights and things like that. Although now it seems like I am always the one paying for dinners and lunches when we go out to eat, and when he says he wants something when we go to the mall I go back later and I buy it for him. For christmas I bought him a very nice expensive designer scarf that he wanted and another item that he had said that he wanted. Christmas day passed he didn't get me anything at all, and I'm not going to lie I was somewhat hurt. I wasn't hurt at the fact I wanted an expensive gift and received nothing, but at the fact that I spent my time to go pick something out for him to make him smile, and he didn't even think about what would have made me happy. When I do things for him I don't expect anything in return, but it has been brought up to my attention that I have been doing more than enough for him and it has grown to be a one way relationship now. In the beginning he was very nice and would do me small favors and I would appreciate them very much. But now he does nothing, he always says that he loves the way I treat him and I am the best girlfriend he has ever had, but yet he does nothing to show that he appreciates the things I do for him. We both work and we both make our own money, and lately it seems like either his money is stacking or he's spending it on someone else, and mine is just depleting. Don't get me wrong I am not unattractive or anything like that, there are plenty of other guys trying to go out with me. But I love him very much and I care about him a lot, but I don't know what to do, do I ignore all of this and just keep doing what I'm doing or stop all the things I do for him, or do I just let go completely?? :(
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