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Yea close the tread we are done here.

I don't know who Scarlett O'Hara is, and I actually feel good now that I know I am going to die, your going to fail at getting me to change my mind.

No there is no help for me and once again you are putting words in my mouth, I never said it was your fault, I can understand it sounded like it, but I am sorry for wasting your time, I will be in a...

Fine, whatever, put words in my "posts" (mouth). Since when did saying two women treated me like **** when I tried to get help become "all women", and I never said anything about refusing to talk on...

Back in post #1, went over it twice, "If I can find this life mentor to help me make it through life then I need some help finding one"

They will take my aviation slot if I get diagnosed, and I will lose my job with CIA when I get out.

No I would rather die than get help for something like this.

Oh just so you know I really don't have a choice about exercise, I have to do it every morning. I usually run about 4-5 miles a day, I am top physical shape and I feel like crap when I am done.

It's not like I ever had a choice... I just don't know anymore

Sorry I was just trying to rule out all other options before I accepted that I might be depressed. Which I now agree with you it is, that leaves me with few options.

Then what's left...

Why? Why would I be depressed, I have no reason to be depressed. My life couldn't be in a better position, I have always had it easy and nothing has ever gotten in my way. Everything I wanted for...

What's wrong with being a perfectionist.

Also on the military part, they actually got pissed off that I didn't go to them for help last semester, but I can't let people know that I need help with simple tasks that others get right on the...

I don't ever remember doing anything perfect, so I am not really sure. I know when I start something I have the mindset of doing it perfect but when I actually do it I usually just go for the minimum...

I am here to get help, but you got to understand whenever I try to do something I just quit because I lose interest in it rather quickly. I used to be able to make myself do stuff because I needed to...

I really can't actually, I have never done anything the best I could, or maybe I did and it wasn't good enough for me. I really don't think I have ever been in control of my thoughts, feelings,...

I should already be at my best, when ever you do something no matter what that is your best, you shouldn't need help to get better it should be something you already are, if I need help to be better...

I don't know, when I am driving my car, when I am typing, but come to think of it, I really don't know if I am in control...

Yea for the most part, except when I want to do something, then I am not in control because I don't want to do anything, even when I want to. Otherwise I wouldn't be having problems if I could force...

I've tried, if someone could teach me how, maybe I could. If I can't learn it then what's the point...

It would mean that I could no longer have control over what I want to think and do, that I could no longer take control over my emotions and feelings that there is something there that I cannot...

It would mean that I would no longer be able to do the things I want to want to do.

If I do in fact have a mental illness, then I am stuck, there is no way I could possibly do anything if I knew that I had something wrong with me. If it is just a "phase" then there is hope. But a...

I suppose so, couldn't hurt. However, just so you know, you are going to have your work cut out for you. How would you conduct such a counseling, if it is over the phone I might have a problem.

I didn't say it was her, I was just addressing everyone in one post, I guess I should have put a "to;" thing in there to avoid confusion. I hold nothing against you, I just have heard it all before...

Judy the military isn't involved because I don't want them to be involved, mental issues tend to be career ender's amongst army officers. I am still in college this will be my 5th year, due to...

Here we go again I guess, at least this time I have correctly diagnosed my problem, and have found a "possible" solution. It has been growing worse and worse, my lack of desire to do anything at all....

Hello, I am a cadet currently trying to figure out company formations, we are moving a company in mass formation from point A to point B. What to do up to point B is clear, FM 3-21.5 is clear up to...

Is there a legal definition of a livable temp?

Not sure if I am in the right topic for this. I'll keep this short and to the point.

Basically me and my Roommates are at odds, one of them is the landlord. So I have classes I take online, so I...

Who would sit on an appellate level case?

No I am saying it is a piece of paper to other people. FYI I started college when I was 18 I am now 21 my birthday is may 17th, I am about to enter my senior year of college and I have completed LDAC...

I am already active duty, I am required by law to disclose all hospital visits but that doesn't mean I will.

As for your other comments I am an officer, I am competent in any task assigned to me....

So I've been saving my money for stuff, and now I have some cash I have about $1600 to my name right now. The only way I would pay that much in cash is if I was guaranteed my name wold never be...

Week days are a no go for me, suicide hot line is a stupid idea, I am not suicidal.

How do I see a physiologist right this second. I am willing to pay up to $1000 in cash to see a psychologist for an hour in a few hours of posting this. Right now I am short of a mental breakdown...

I don't get nervous but the other tips might help so maybe I should start a conversation that begins with something other than "how are you".

I am 20, male, in college, and I consider myself OK looking. I have never had sex, never kissed a woman, never really even talked to one. Why, most women walk away when I talk to them, conversations...

So I think I have found a reason for all my problems, and if it's true I have no idea what I'm going to do with myself. It seems that in psychology there are two types of goals, mastery and...

If she is telling the truth about the rape, persuade her to confront the authorities about the issue. If she really was raped she needs to come forward. Make sure she understands the implications of...

Sounds interesting, I am not sure how we would go about doing so though.

I do play the saxophone very well, I can do photoshop, flash, and stuff like that as well.

Do something on this site?

Well this blah period has been going on for about 5 years. I don't get the St. John's Wort thing either. People don't find me to be very likable. Every now and then I get a few friends but it doesn't...

I suppose I could check

For the medication, if the army knew I was taking medication for depression then I wouldn't be able to get my pension. I would also be barred from joining the CIA. As for seeing a doctor I wouldn't...

Taking medication can permanently hinder my career in the army as well as future prospects in the NSA and CIA. Other than that I have never really seen a doctor, nor would I have the money to do so.

I don't think I'm depressed.

However, everyday just gets more and more uninteresting. I am in college I have school work to do, I have games to play, I have plenty of time on my hands. It's just...