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I appreciate all your responses. I've been going through this thing a long time, and I've heard most of the thoughts before. But it always helps to hear them again (and again and again and again). ...

So harden up my heart and don't let them in as much?



Lol, yes it's me and I'd think you were right too... but unfortunately not, but thanks anyway.

Wow... and I didn't even mention it. She was molested numerous times as a child by one of her mother's husbands. And she's only 19.

You know I said it before but... why is it that I feel like...

Heh, my parents have always said one of my biggest faults was patience. I don't know, I guess I want that spark you know? Everyone always describes when they meet that person they just KNOW! And...

ALWAYS man. It didn't matter where we were. We could be at a party and she'd walk up to guys and put her arm around them and stuff like that. She did it to my best friend and he told me it made...

You have noooooo idea how much I worry about that. I've never had a great opinion of myself. I try and act like it sometimes but I always fall right back into my old ways. Constantly worrying...

I don't know... I guess I just want someone to WANT to be with me you know? And to show it. I don't know what it is about me that can't let go.

Backround information: I met a girl about a year ago. She's beautiful and we hit it off really well. We ended up sleeping together the first night and she was the very first girl I'd ever had stay...