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I think that I am in the angry phase. I am so angry that she got cancer and she had to die. I am also angry with god because he took her from us. I know that it's the selfish part of me that wants...

I am still very angry... and I cry at the drop of a hat. When does grieving get easier?

Since my Aunt Tammy passed away because of lung cancer two weeks ago I find myself to be so angry. I get mad so easy and at stupid things. I get so mad that I want to cry but I won't let myself. I am...

Good experences: getting married, having my beautiful son, spending time with my Aunt Tammy,
Bad Experences: Being raped by my brother, being abused by my ex... but the worst was watching my Aunt...

My mother has two cats, Sadie and Paige. Sadie is mean, Paige is sweet. When my son sees them he will go and lay on them, pull out their fur, and smother them with his body. He thinks he is showing...

You need to realize all your blessings in life. At least you can wake up everyday. I just had my aunt die of lung cancer. She can't wake up and look outside, or she can't just go for a drive. You are...

Okay so today is the funeral I hope that I can get through today. I didn't get much sleep last night.

Today was hard also. My uncle bryan tammys husband gave me a ring of hers that she wanted me to have. Then he wanted us to go through her clothes I only took a few items... I felt so guilty doing it,...

Thank you guys so much. I just don't know anymore. I called one of my old friends we parted but I thought that she should know and she was so rude to me she didn't even let me talk. Then my other...

Here is the poem and if you would share it with Diddi I would appriciate it. Thank you.
My Angel

Every breathe I take my heart breaks,
I am glad...

Today we went over to clean up her house before the boys got there, I couldn't do it. I feel so pathetic. I am almost done with the poem and I will post it when I finish it.

She passed away yesterday around seven. We were all out in the hallway grabbing a bite to eat and the machine started beeping. I went in just to see her take a breath and then she was gone. I miss...

We are here at the hospital. They are expecting her to pass away within a couple of hours. She has a machine that helps her breathe. The chaplin came in and said a prayer now we are just waiting. I...

I have my moments when I just cry and cry and then I laugh. We have been bringing Baily to see her everyday. He and her play. She enjoys it and its good for the family. She had a good night last...

We are all here... the whole family they are expecting her to pass any time now both of her kidneys have shut down.

We are here at the hospital right now.

Okay so update. She is in critical condition and she is stable. So what does this mean? Does this mean she is getting beter? We are not going down anymore.

The doctor gave her 3 days to a week to live today. We are all going down there within the next few days... my heart is broke and I just want to curl up and cry.

I am so sorry to hear about your daughters crisis. My aunt is doing horrible last night she had to go to the hospital by ambulance beuase she stopped breathing. They are saying that she is having...

I believe that we are here to learn... and to love. We are here to experence life and find out what makes us tick.

I for a while had a very hard time climaxing after I was raped by my brother. It had nothing to do with my husband, it was just hard to let myself become intimate. No matter how many therapist you go...

So an update. My aunt is still in Denver and out of the hospital. The seizures were because of the tumors in her brain, they are not shrinking, but aren't getting bigger either? Is that good or bad?...

Felly,
I understand the whole boyfriend being in jail. My husband now used to go to jail every other week lol. That does not make him a bad person. I also have a mom that meddles in everything that...

I have never believed in friends with benifets. To me sex comes with feelings. I would tell him no, but then I would also tell him that you don't appriate the fact that he thinks he can use you for...

Now we just laugh about it and my family who is works with calls him butterfingers lol.

To answer Sarah no the threesome wasn't with him. It was with my old boyfriend. I am not upset by the porn, we have porn hidden at the house. I was upset because he was lying. We have great...

I had a threesome with my best friend and my boyfriend at the time... it was the biggest mistake. My boyfriend fell in love with my best friend. If you are in a commiteed relationship I would not...

Okay well them I did cookies on my computer and there are a bunch of porn sites that came up... what really makes me mad is this website called flingnet, and it is where you can hook up with someone...

Today I was cleaning the house and I decided to clean under the couch because it hadn't been done in a while. When I scooted the couch forward there was a dvd disk sitting there, and I picked it up...

I am on the big side and my husband wouldn't have me any other way... he says that when he holds me there is more to hold on to. If the guys you are dating are leaving because of your weight then you...

I use summers eve... it works wonderful.. I use the feminine cloths for sensitive skin.

We don't make love that long but its amazing. I can't because I dry up fast... and we usually only do it once at a time. It all about the couple.

They think that it is her heart... Is that a bad thing.. she has lung cancer so why is her heart causing her problems?

My aunt is not doing well... she is in the hospital and she has to get put to sleep to get a scan of her brain. She is also on morphine.. she is dying I know she is.

It might be genital herpes. Did you know when you dated the man that he was infected? If so why did you choose to have unprotected sex. I guess all you can do now is wait. Good luck.

We were at a family function and roasting marshmellows and there were three children there and my son, Well the children were saying something about hating a dead rabbit and I asked what is that...

It is real. When he pressures you do sexual things that you aren't comfortable with, how does he act afterwards? If you say no? He may also be a sexual sadist... What kind of porn does he have? Is it...

I think that is Reba Macentire...

I had my IUD put in last Thursday... and immediately started my period. I have had my period since, and I can't wear a pad because it makes me itch and sting on my vagina. So I have a feeling that...

They found out that it was seizures that she was having... she is not getting any better is she? Is this because of the brain cancer? We bought her a green house for her b-day gift... the whole...

She went to the doctor today and they told her that her white blood cells are basically non exeisnent.. Is this a bad thing? What does this mean. They said that they are really really low. Is this...

So today my aunt fell and hit her head. She had to get stitches for it. We want to have her use a wheel chair again, but my uncle dosen't want to move the furniture around. How selfish is that? Why...

So I got it put in and IT HURT SO BAD! The doctor pulled at my uterus and it felt like contractions. I have had cramping all day and I have been laying down all day. I hope it works for how bad it...

I am getting it after 2 years, I had a baby two years ago, I am taking the day off just in case. I am going to go get it today so wish me luck.

According to my husband: maybe he is curious but most guys think that being gay is not right so if he is looking at gay porn then you should confront him, because there might be mixed thoughts about...

I had sex in the afternoon, and then walked to Lamaze class and went into labor. Like the other posts said the baby will come when its comes. For now just relax and try to keep off your feet. I know...

As for pictures we put disposible cameras at every table, and boy did those pictures turn out interesting lol.

My wedding only costed $500, we had the ceremony at my grandmas house in her backyard. Then we had the reception at a local hangout. My aunt made our cake, and we made the decorations and food. The...

No, she isn' constipated anymore, but they put her back on steroids. I am done with school for the summer, and I ended up flunking my math class. I have to pay for a semister of college now. I try to...

We told her today that we wanted to stop seeing her... and now he is done. That is a big step for me to stick up to someone.