Still can't get over my ex girlfriend
Hi Guys
Ok to put a long story short. I was dating this girl who I was head over heels for. We dated for a year and everything seem to be going smoothly, no problems between us and we got on fantastically. However 4 months ago after going to a festival with her, with no warning she just decided to end it. She gave me no closure whatsoever and all she said to me was that she didn't feel the same for me anymore, but I had done nothing wrong,
I treated this girl like gold, took care of her when she was ill, took care of her lets say not entirely sane mate when she went through an episode, did everything I could to make her happy but even after all that all she could say was that she felt that she wasn't good enough for me. However it took her 4 days to meet someone else and start dating him, who was in fact one of her best mates.
She just shoved me aside and left me to rot inside and become a person who I would have never have been before hand, I got very angry, said things I shouldn't of said to people and got in numerous fights, I become someone very annoyed and angry at the world to think I put so much effort into our relationship for her to tell me to shove it.
I've tried to get over her but I don't feel like I can even trust any other girls after what she did and its destroyed a part of me. She was my first love and really has made me scared of moving on. I just don't know what to do.