Depressed about a lot of things
Hi,
From the past one year I have begun to feel like a loser. I always feel that people don't understand me well. I have begun to feel that I am a lot selfish and I probably am. I was like the gregarious guy an year ago. Everyone enjoyed my company. I don't know what is seriously wrong with me now.
I have lost interest in doing things I liked. I have begun to feel uncomfortable when people are around me and most of the time I am staying alone. I am doing my Masters in Electrical engineering in the US and am on the verge of graduating this semester. But I am not able to concentrate on anything. I have been away from home for the past 2 years and I don't feel connected to anyone now. There is a lot ay stake if I don't graduate this semester . I am going to screw up everything very badly. I stood first in my high school and have a great GPA in my bachelors degree and also my Masters till now but I think I will end up a loser. I always thought I was mature enough to handle this kind of situation but I find myself in the same situation now.
I have a girlfriend who liked me for my gregariousness and my humor but she avoids me now.. Not her fault I know I have been acting a lot strange these days. Everything has been going wrong for me. I don't feel like meeting people even my close friends.
I seriously am messed up. I know I can't be like this. I don't want to be this way.. but simply when I go out I become the way I am..
Can someone please suggest me anything.
Thanks
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David