I am terrified of getting pregnant. I begin to shake, I panic, my stomach turns, I just want to cry when I think about it. The whole idea of carrying the child, and childbirth is terrifiyng. I get mad at people who ask me and my husband when we are going to have a baby. I don't understand why a woman would want to put herself through this. I stay away from pregnant woman because I don't want it to rub off on me, I feel sorry for them. What is wrong with me?