Hello, Nicodem from Cameroon
My problem right now I that my mum and step father want to send me out of the country I they have the means for me to follow studies and be the pillar of the family after.
However, what they don't know is that I had always wished to get out of here, not because of studies but because of my sexuality.
The question now is, if the succeed in sending me abroad should I move on with my gay life and forget about them after helping them out for a while? Honestly they will never accept that I'm gay, they will term me a devil, presently if they knew I would had been burnt or disowned by them, so what should I do, by then?

It's very simple friend, you go abraod and build a life you can sustain and help your family. If it gets back you are BI, then you're toast and lose family support, so discretion in how you do things is what you need to learn. So don't get too carried away with your freedom and forget how fragile that freedom really is.

Are you implying I keep living in secret

I said learn what DISCREET is. Any mature person needs to know that meaning and exercise it.