Don't know what to do with my life
I don't know what to do with my life. I do the same thing everyday. I want to do something new and explore the world. I don't know where to start. All I do is stay home everyday and do nothing. I do go to school and getting a business degree in two more years, but that's not really what I wanted to do with my life. I just feel like I'm getting know where. I am working, well barely because my boss doesn't give me enough hours because of school. I need to get motivated, but I have nothing to be motivated for. I feel like all the intrests I used to have are gone. I know I need to quit making excuses for myself and just do something but it hard when you don't know where to begin and your used to doing the same things. I also have a social anxiety disorder I think because at school I don't talk to anyone and I'm scared of what people think about me. I'm scared of talking outloud in front of people and that's why I couldn't finish a public speaking class. I get super nervous talking in front of people I don't know and I also get nervous before I have to go into class for some reason. I'm just very uncomfortable in my own skin and I don't know how to change. Can someone give me some helpful advice please?