I just wanted to thank all of you for your help and support through my vunerability. I kept my doors open and I am finally starting to cross through to the other side. Pete and I seem to be getting even closer.
I had not seen him for a couple of days last week and we went out with friends on Friday. He looked at me whilst we were out and said "I've missed you' - he just could not stop hugging me, or kissing me, it was sooooo wonderful. I even cried tears of happiness whist dancing with him for the third time since we have been together.
We are even starting to look to the future now too. Talking about Travelling, Buying Houses, Holidays.
I even went all out at the weekend (in the bedroom department) some of you may remember that we were having problems. I told him to close his eyes, clear his head,gave him an all over body massage, got him totally relaxed and took it from there and things happened. We still have a little way to go, but we are getting there.
Things on the whole are working out fantasically and I can safely say that I getting over the whole vunerability thing and moving on with Pete. I really do see a future for the two of us.
I have to thank all of you, because I really did feel my barriers going back up at one stage and I felt like I was drifting so far in the other direction from Pete. I just don't know what I would have done if I had let him go. So THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!!
