Mother like figure obsession
I have been dealing with this for years and it has turned into such a torment. I have gotten close with my mentor and she has helped me through so many tough times, whether it be inviting me over to her house, or buying me gifts on my birthday, or just talking one on one, taking walks together contemplating life, or being just plain raw. We have done questionnaires together, are doing mentoring books together, and we text regularly. I called her Mama L, because she is just like a second mother to me. She has seen me at my worst and my best and has been there to support me and I have grown quite fond of her. Recently she moved far away with her family, and I felt happy for her in a sense but also felt like I lost her. Now, our schedules are so different and it's so hard to connect... it's embarrassing because sometime I will be passive aggressive with her when she doesn't have time for me... and she just doesn't seem to get how I need her. How do I tell her I need her more than ever now that she is moved away? We text and Skype, but it just isn't enough. I Am scared that she might get close with some other girl and that I will loose the support system I have had, and the connection and bond we have grown. She calls me "my sweet (insert name). And I want to keep it that way. Help!