How do I build up a life in a new city .
I am from Europe and moved to Los Angeles to be with the one I love.
We married 8 months ago, I love him and am happy to be married... but it is incredibly hard for me to be in this city where everybody seems to be in such a rush...
I am getting isolated, am job hunting and whereas I would have found a job easily in Europe.. here it is frustrating after sending out hundreds of application letters... I am a producer and well... in LA there are Thousands -if not more- producers :( so there are many fish in the pond...
I am getting depressed... not having my own support group of friends and being so far away from family and friends.
It affects me and needless to say that it is hard for my husband to see me unhappy... I feel I am going around in circles...
I miss going out with my girlfriends, having a coffee...
I feel lonely and isolated and am fighting not to get depressed... (well, I guess I am already... just getting it out in the open now... )
Thanks for listening...