High School Crush Dillema
Twice a week , Monday & Wednesday I wake up early in the morning to catch my bus to take me to College, I am not morning person, so this struggle makes it hard however, I am always eager to get to my bus not because I want to arrive early to my classes but to be able see my high school crush.
Since my first year of High School I had this small crush on this Smart and beautiful girl. As the four years progressed I always had the thought of asking her out , yet when I would actually consider , I often came up with a pessimistic outcome and would eventually back off. I never had the courage to ask her in the High School environment , considering she joined the Cheer Squad as a Junior and eventually became Captain her Senior year. In high school I stood on the lowest part of the social ladder being labeled as a Geek from my peers, being honored with such distinguishable label didn't help me either it fueling my courage.
However, now that I'am out of high school I wish to ask her this girl out, she takes the same bus as I do but gets out at a different stop. I've never had a real conversation , in a matter of fact Ive only uttered 5 words to her , which all happened to be "Yes, thats mine my name" and only happened due to her passing out papers and asking if the paper belong to me. I would appreciate if you can give me some advice to approaching her, I don't know if she is intersted in me, I often catch her glancing back when we are on the bus and turning right away when I notice her, but this might seem to broad to indicate any interest. Any suggestions? She doesn't have a boyfriend or I think she doesn't. She has turned down people asking her out which is the main reason I'am afraid to ask her out.